You stared at the man on top of you with loving eyes.
Finally.
You've been waiting for this day to come for a very long time now.
It's been two years since you met again and you both tried your best not to make yet another mistake with one another ever again.
Sure, those last two years had been tough. Whenever he had to leave for his tour, you would have to bear with the pain of missing him and the same goes for him. Or when there's some female celebrities that would be linked with him, you'll just have to make sure you wouldn't get too jealous and just have to put all your trust in him, lest it would cause a big fight between you two.
And he was the same with you. Whenever you were in a bad mood, he would try and do his best in understanding you. Even if he'd been busy, he would always make time to call you or even just to message you, no matter how tired he was.
And he never failed to prove to you how much he loves you to make sure you wouldn't believe any rumors that might surround him.
It's a good thing though, that he announced to the whole world about you and Yejoon as soon asYejoon was approved to leave the hospital. Sure, it had been hard at first, reporters from Korea always following you. Your life changed drastically.
But it didn't matter. You could see how happy Yejoon was. He wouldn't even complain that he couldn't play a lot outside for quite some time.
Namjoon also suffered for a while because of his admission. Netizensharshly criticized him at first, calling him irresponsible and such. But he endured. And after a few months, it died down and you two were left alone to live happily.
So now, everytime Namjoon would be linked to someone, the netizenswould bring up your name andYejoon's, and the speculations would die down.
The road to have a strong relationship had been tough, but you regret nothing. Because you know it was all worth it.
When you walked down the aisle in that simple yet elegant white dress, a bouquet of white roses in hand, cameras flashing all around while a thin layer of smoke tickled your feet and bubbles floated around you,you know you made all the right decisions in the past. Staring at the man waiting in front of the altar with that huge smile on his face and his dimpled cheeks, you knew you would go to such hardships again and again, just to make this moment become reality again.
And as you both exchanged your vows, rings and kisses, you knew that even the mistake that you both did before in the past was right.
So now, as Namjoon hovered above you, his eyes filled with love and adoration, you couldn't help but remember all those things at once and a single tear escaped your eyes.
"Why are you crying?" he whispered, worried, catching and drying your tear with his lips.
You shivered at the touch of his lips and you smiled.
"I just remembered everything we went through just to reach this moment and I'm so happy." He pulled back again and smiled at you.
He then kissed your forehead gently, then your eyes, your nose, your chin and finally, your lips.
He was so gentle and caring that it made your heart swell even more for him.
"You know I love you, right?" he whispered against your lips.
"I know. And I love you, too." You felt his lips curved on yours before he gently kissed you again.
You responded to his soft kisses as it gradually turned into a hotter and deeper one.
You let your hands roam on his bare back and shoulders asNamjoon did the same.
His touch was enough to you crazy, but his loving whispers and kisses was the one keeping you sane. As the heat between you two intensifies, you could only clutch on to him to keep yourself grounded from the high.
Without switching position with you, Namjoon finally consumed your marriage, making the two of you as one. And as he moved to give both of you pleasure, you couldn't help but think how different this was with your first time.
"You feel the same way you did before," Namjoon whispered at you as he thrust and you blushed. "And I see you're still a blusher." He joked. You playfully slapped his shoulder, making him chuckle.
"Of course I would feel the same.That 'before' was my first and last.Until now." You confessed to him without looking into his eyes, feeling embarrassed. Your cheeks heating even more.
Namjoon then stopped moving and you looked at him questioningly. He was staring at you with so much love and affection, it gave you the urge to kiss him.
"What?" you asked shyly.
"You don't know how honored I am right now with what you just said. And don't be embarrassed. I'm glad," he said softly before capturing your lips with his and resumed thrusting.
After that, the heat intensifies even more and faster this time. There were no more words exchanged.Just some occasional grunts, moans and whispers of love.
Then, Namjoon surprised you by hooking his arms around you and rolling, putting you on top of him.
"Do as you please. Control your pace," he said, panting. You immediately knew what he meant by that. He was giving you control over him. This was his way of himmaking you feel superior and making you realize the power you have over him.
Kissing his lips and whispering a soft "thank you", you did as he said. You moved to your own accord, alternating some fast and slow movements, doing whichever that made you feel good.
You could see the strain inNamjoon's face as he tried to hold himself back, giving you the liberty to do as you like.
When finally, you were about to go over the edge, you took Namjoon'shands in each of yours and he curled his fingers on yours. You both held each other's hands as you came in unison, being united not just physically, but also emotionally.
As you came down, you realized you were now slumped on top ofNamjoon's chest, him breathing hard.
"Are you okay? Am I heavy?" you asked, concerned that you were making it hard for him to breathe.
"I feel great. And no, you're not heavy. You're the weight I'd be willing to bear forever." You smiled and turned your head to kiss his chest.
You both fell asleep in that position, still clutching each other's hand with a smile on your faces.
