Many times in life we are left wondering if where we are right now is where we're supposed to be.
Life in a monotonous setting is something that I've grown with. Having no significant hobbies to nurture and having no clear goal to pursue. It has always been a "do it because you're told to" "do it because you don't have a choice" kind of thing.
There was never really anything that fascinated me, lest be anything that I was interested in. Everyday was the same old.