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This was what I wrote a year ago today.
It breaks me to think that I'm still stuck in this loop. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I project your persona into someone else and it destroys me so much. Everytime I meet someone new I always see that glimpse of you and it haunts me to think that I could never love someone so genuinely like I did with you.
Even right now when I have someone I inherently like and pay attention to, something deep inside is telling me that I'm still not over you and I despise this side of me. I despise how weak I am to you and I despise how I feel like I just can't move forward from where I am right now.
You're healing, you're changing, you're moving on and I'm still stuck 6 years in the past.
