The Lover Girl

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CHRIS POV
Its been 3 months since Amy left and it has been the worst 3 months of my life. I feel so empty without her. Shes out there somewhere, being happy and livng her life while i am stuck heart broken, still in love with her and having trouble at home and in school. i have been still taking my anger out on people at school. People are scaded to go near me. The gang went back to normal, they were all happy and still had contact with Amy. I tried talking to other girls to try distract me from Amy but it didny work. I even attend school councilling for my anger. I didnt want to but the school just put my name down.
TORIS POV
I just finished my homework. Me and amy used to do homework together after school. I call Amy quite alot, she told me yesterday that she had to boys fighting over. One of the boys she actually really really likes. She also told me about holding his hand and going for walks. Amy said she didnt wanna rush into having a crush and holding hands after Chris. But she said Adam is different, she never said that they are in a relationship, or talking zone or even confirmed feelings. Its weird.
I made my way to the treehouse with teddy and gordie. Gordie and i always hold hands as we walk. "Oh man third wheeling is great" said chris. gordie and i looked at eachother and laughed. So did teddy. We went up to the treehouse to meet chirs and vern, as we walked up the ladder we heard loud banging. I went up the ladder quicker and gordie and teddy followed. Chris was punching everything! "Vern what happened why didnt you stop him" i said trying to calm chris down. "Sorry i didnt know what to do, he just got mad" Vern said trying to shout over the banging. "Chris what the hell man stop!" gordie said, "Yeah your gonna knock the treehouse down and kill us all" said teddy. Chris looked at us all with a tear in his eye and cuts and bruises on his hands, he turned to the picture wall of all our memories and ripped down the ones with amy and took them and left. "Il go after him" said gordie. "No" i said as i put my hand out to stop him."Let me go, please" I said and walked down the ladder. I tought maybe i could try get through to Chris and talk to him. I couldn't see chris anywhere until i turned and looked to the flower field, he was sitting there. As i walked over i could hear him crying, i sat down beside him and gave him a big hug. "Why is it always me" he said uncontrollably crying. I do feel really bad for chris, he is an amazing guy and doesn't deserve the life he got. "Its ok chris, we are all here for you" I said to him. Chris was still crying, the photos were wet with tears. "I just dont know why i was given this life, Since i was 7 i had to live with an abusive father, the teachers pick on me at school, the love of my life breaks up with me because i shouted at her, and then she moves away" said chris as he sniffed. "Chris its a bad time, not a bad life, im gonna help you get through it, so is the rest of the boys. When you fell angry take deep breath's and keep quiet, i know its hard chris especially with Amy but you should be happy that she is happy, and she told me herself she hopes you find happiness soon" i said. He looked at me and smiled and gave me a hug, He agreed to go back up to the treehouse and try go back to his old self. I knew how bad he was hurting and if i could take his pain away i would.
He went up the the treehouse and apologise, after a while he started laughing and playing cards. It made me happy to see chris getting back on his feet. "How did you do this" whispered goride. "Magic" i replied smirking.
Soon everyone left and it was just me and chris, He wanted to talk to me privately. "Just because i am my happy self again, doesnt mean i am not still hurting over amy, i still love her tori and i don't think theres any way out of it" he said with a frown on his face. I had run out of ideas to help him, There was just one idea i had in might, But the thing is, it is an absolutely crazy idea.. but maybe its worth a try.