The Lover Girl

Chris's Breakup Aftermath

CHRIS'S POV
I am still heartbroken over amy. I really really loved her, and i still do. I have never felt so lost. I blame my dad, he has been getting much worse lately and it's making me more angry. Just this week before the argument he broke my nose, its still so so sore. Last week he hurt my wrist real bad, i think maybe he sprained it. I cant even tell nobody because my dad is a gangster so if he found out i told someone he would get then shot in a minute. If my dad didnt get worse lately i wouldn't have gotten angry and i would have went with Amy and be so proud of her. I of course am proud of her, i really am. She has amazing hockey skills but never played for a real team, just her and a few friends who would meet up to play. I think we all knew she was gonna go far one day. And i would have loved to go with her, it was so kind of her to let me move with her. And i would get to watch her playing hockey matches living her dream while i was away from my abusive father, i just dont know what got into me that day to get so mad about it. I guess theres nothing i can do about it now, the damage is done and the relationship is gone. Im just gonna be sitting back in castlerock for the rest of my life wondering if she still loves me.
I decided to go to the treehouse to play some cards, try get my mind of this. I was watching through town and all i could hear was "i heard him and Amy broke up" I just ignored people and kept on walking. I made it to the treehouse. I done the secret knock. Vern was trying to open the door, "I cant do it its stuck help me gordie" cried vern. "Man you are such a woosie, your just not strong enough vern" said teddy as he opened the door. "You okay man" asked gordie. "Yeah im okay" I said, but i really wasn't. We all played cards and had a bit of a laugh, it got my mind of Amy for a while until tori said "Gordie are we all meeting amy here tomorrow to say goodbye or the diner?". "Why did you have to bring her up tori" i said angrily and flipped the card table. Gordie shouted at me "dont you talk to her like that just because your relationship is fucked doesnt mean you take it out on us". Goride and tori got into a relationship around the same time as me and Amy so he was of course gonna get mad at me for talking to her like that. "I can talk about Amy if i want to chirs, shes my best friend and is good friends with the rest of us, dont get mad at me for something you cause" said tori. I just apologised and kept my mouth shut. I didnt mean to snap it was just everyone was distracting me from thinking about her and then when i hear her name its just an instant reminder of what i did.
AMYS POV
I woke up this morning thinking about Chris. I really like adam alot but i cant help think of Chris, Its hard because i was so inlove with him and i know its his father who is causing the anger but i cant stay with him after that, i know my worth and im not letting a boy talk to me like that. Just 3 weeks ago was our 1 year anniversary. It was all great, not 1 argue in sight. Chris would tell me how he cant wait to get out of Castlerock, I Promised one day he will. Little did i know 3 weeks later he would be given a chance to leave with me but instead he goes mad. I cant imagine how i would be getting through this breakup if it wasant for my new team, including adam he really does make me smile, i think me and him could have something like chris and i, he came into my life when i was really down and is starting to cheer me up. Today i decided it was best to gather up all the clothes and stuff belong to chris in a bag, it hurst to see chris so im gonna give it to his bestfriend gordie tomorrow when i say goodbye. I got his jumpers, socks, shirts, jeans. There was quite alot seems as he practically lived here. My parents we're shocked when i told them that me and chris are gonna break-up but i never mentioned anything about the argument. They loved Chris like their own. I think it would break their hearts if they found out the reason we broke up. I just told them chris would find it hard leaving his friends here and that he tought it was best to leave when he was 18. And that we both agreed long distance would be to hard. That was a complete lie,  but they will never know.