"Let's go to the balcony, love? Carry me?" I immediately went to Kendall and led her to a bench on the balcony of her room. She rested her head on my shoulder and held my hand tightly as she looked up at the bright sky. The sunset's done.
"I was looking for a video of the sunset earlier for us to watch. It's on my phone." when I started playing the video, tears also started to drip from my eyes. It's like I don't want to watch because I can't accept that it's too late. I can not do it.
I feel like Kendall's breathing isn't stable anymore and she's getting a bit close as well. I felt even more pain, heaviness, that I knew I was going to lose Ken. The one I promised a bright future with, my constant, my brightest.
"I promise you we'll grow old together, our hair will turn white. I'm sorry, Ken. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, love. I was so sure I'll be with you until my last breath." I held her hand tighter and I could feel her crying because of the movement of her shoulder. I just let my own tears fall as I look at her.
"But you're here as I take my last, Russ." she assured me.
"Look." she pointed at the sky.
"Just look there. I always tell you that looking at the sky always felt like home right? I'll just be there. Home." Kendall looked at me and wiped away the tears that were still dripping from my eyes.
I was trying to find more words to tell her but nothing came out of my mouth but sobs. I want to repeatedly apologize for what I have done, I want to repeatedly tell her that she is the only one.
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The One That Got Away
Romance(Inspired by a twitter au "Loving, Callisto" but in a different way using IG, I know it's plagiarized so credits to the real owner.) Russ Carter, a famous Instagram influencer and a top model.. He used to date the "Most Top Paid Model" Kendall Jenne...
