Existence

Chapter 18: When Everything Begins to Fall Apart

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Dear pretentious, waste of time,

These past few days where insane. I cant even look at Calum anymore. I never ever thought that he would be such a prick. Harry finally explained to me about why they have a history and why I am sparking up old flames.

Here's how it went journal.

"I need you to explain" I begged him before moving in front of him. I stared up at him waiting to respond.

"Look I wasnt always the bad guy. " Harry shouts.

"Look harry. Everyone around here is keeping secrets. We all are keeping secrets and I need an explanation this time. "

"I know Melanie" He says back to me, running his long fingers through his curls. He turns away in fustration before sitting down on Dawn's couch.

"Obviously you dont." I snap at him. I could feel my cheeks burn up and my heart began to beat faster deep in my chest. I was growing angier and angier.

"Melanie. "

"You said you would explain to me, Im tired of being in the dark. "I snap back at him before starting off away from him.

"Hey hey. Come here" He says standing up and towering over me.

"You dont have to be in the dark with me Mel."

"Thats bullshit." I could hear my voice crack.

"Im always in the dark with you. "

"Melanie." I could hear him say quietly before I stormed out of the door. The cold night air hit me hard and I shivered with salty tears running down my cheeks. I heard the door slam back behind me.I turn around to face him once again.

"What Harry?" I ask, with a dash of irritation coated in my tone.

"Where are you going? "He asks before taking a seat on the wooden stairs that led into the cabin.

"You said you would explain" I ignored his question.

"I know. I could tell how much you care about him." He says, averting my gaze to focus on the deep, dark sky, littered with stars.

"He is my friend Harry, of course I do"

"Yeah."

" At least I think so." I explained. I make my way over to him. The cold nighttime wind whips itself around me again. I look down at him and try to force a smile

"Don't do that Melanie," He frowns and stands back up.

"Do what ?" I ask him follwoing him with my eyes.

"Nothing. Come take a walk with me. " He suggests in a soft, raspy voice.

"Okay, are you going to explain." I say.

He takes a few slow steps toward me.

"So persistent." He whispered.

I stare up at his porceline face. His deep Forrest eyes gaze into mine and he gives me a small smile, exposing his perfect pearly whites for just a moment before tugging a loose strand of hair behind my ear. I take in a deep breath before he crushes his body to mine. His skin was warm and I could feel his long arms tighten before he let me go.