anything & everything

𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬'

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Upon the morning rising,

Last night I fell asleep with a weight of worries,

Thinking much about problems, mistakes I make,

And somehow there's an emptiness in me that yearns for filling.

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I ask myself again,

It always ends with me asking about it,

What is this void in me,

It is a blank,

A place inside me that nothing would satisfy,

It's an unyielding emptiness wanting for something.

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It's a question I don't know,

For years I have been running everywhere,

Searching for the void to be filled One day,

When till now It's still a vacancy that exists in me,

Softly knocking on me.

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The midnight a hope emerge,

Solely hope for me to fill the void,

It took some time to fulfill the emptiness of the void,

I search many places,

And today at this midnight a sufficient hope,

Hope for me and perhaps for you,

Was there for me and you.

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Finding the hope for my void,

I had to go through numerous obstacles and failures,

I did not believe I would finally have a piece in me that filled,

Since I was a sinner; vacancy natural for me,

But till when I need to live with emptiness,

When I can be sufficient all the time,

With that grace on the midnight hopes'

It's a miracle in disguise. 

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On this fine day, It completes but not entirely

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-again, you may perceive whatever but this is my illusion for something - Example: Emptiness, {only perceive in a positive way ;)} 

-Ain-

side note: I've never written something like this ;) hope for those who read this are interesting in reading it ;)

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