Living a New Life with Sam Pottorff

Chapter 11

POV: Zoe

The doorbell rang and Sam's mom answered the door. It was my dad.
"Hello, is Zoe here?" He asks Sam's mom.
"May I ask who are you?" She asks.
"I'm Zoe's dad, and I would like to see her, please." He says. She invites him in the house and directs him to the living room, where Sam and I are sitting in.
"Hello Zoe!" He says and tries to hug me, I reject him.
"Hi, what are you doing over here?" I ask.
"Well your mom came home and saw that you weren't home. I called her because I wanted to see you again. I missed you," he explains.
"I don't want to see you, I hate you!" I yell at him and run up to Sam's room.

"Daddy push me higher! Higher!" I yell.
"Sweet pumpkin, I don't think it's safe for you to swing this high," he says as he pushes me higher.
"Daddy I don't like it! Get me out of it!" I scream.
"I told you so! Now let's go in for dinner!" He says.
"Okay!" I say and skip up the stairs to our house.
That night I was up in my room and heard my parents yelling. When it was time for bed, daddy came up and kissed me goodnight but left in his car. Mommy was here, but she was crying all night. I haven't seen my daddy since hat night, I was 4 years old.

"Babe, calm down. Everything will be fine, I promise." Sam says.
"No Sam! It's been 12 years since I've seen him! He left my mom and I. I hate him!" I say crying into Sam's shoulder. Sam rubs my back and reassures me that everything will be fine. We cuddle and talk about it for the rest of the night.

A couple hours later Sam's mom comes up into our room. "hey, your dad left Zoe," she says.
"Thanks Mrs. Pottorff. I really appreciate it," I say.
"Your welcome. If you need to talk to anybody, I'm always here." She says.
"Mom, do you think this is something that could happen again?" Sam asks.
"Possibly, but hopefully it won't. I'm going to bed, and Levi is already asleep, I suggest the same for you two love birds." She says.
"Okay goodnight mom," Sam says.
"Goodnight you two, sleep well." She says and closes the door.

POV: Sam

Zoe and I stay up a bit longer, but it's not too Ming before she falls asleep. I do the same thing and we sleep for about 7 hours. Zoe got up when she woke up and ran to the bathroom. She was throwing up. I called my mom into the room, and she said that both of us should probably stay home for the day. She would call the school so it would be an excused absence.

Zoe felt like shit for the whole entire day. She was constantly throwing up if she ate anything. She didn't enjoy it and started balling her eyes out.
"Throwing up brings me back to a horrible place. It reminds me that I was fat or I looked fat at one point and I didn't want to gain anymore weight. I hate being sick, I wish I didn't have to throw up and feel this way," she rants to me. I feel so sad for her.

I wish I could do something to make her feel better! I wish I could help her so she doesn't feel like a horrible human. As her boyfriend I'm trying to help calm her down. I also don't want to bring up the fact that she could be pregnant, since we did do the nasty. I'm pretty sure she's on birth control and we did use a condom. I'm 90% sure the condom didn't break. It could of, and condoms are not 100% sure that you will not get pregnant. This is the point where I worry.

"Are you on broth control?" I ask Zoe.

"Umm I was, but not at the moment," she says.

"Shit!" I say.

"What's the matter?" She asks.

"Well the condom didn't break, but there is always the chance that your could be
pregnant," I say. I probably shouldn't of said that.

"I'm not pregnant! I couldn't be pregnant!" She says.

"Well what I've learned in health class, condoms can break, and even if they don't some of the stuff can seep out and get a girl pregnant. It's not likely, but possible," I say.

"Shit! I can't be a mother, not right now! It can't happen! I swear to god if I get pregnant something good must happen," she says. She starts to cry.

"Don't worry. If you are pregnant, we can work everything out." I say and she cuddles into my side. We sleep for a while and we just don't talk about it.

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