Chapter 15

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POV: Zoe


I'm still in shock from our date 2 months ago. I can't believe that Sam and I are getting married!! I'm not ready but I'm excited, really excited. I have always dreamed of walking down an isle as the bride in a beautiful white dress and my friends in ocean blue dresses by my side. Of course now that I'm actually getting married, and all of my 'high school friends' hate me or moved away I don't really have any bridesmaids.


It doesn't even seem like we could have a huge wedding. Yeah it does seem crazy that a 19 year old and an 18 year old would get married, but we already have children. My family doesn't even know who I am anymore, and Sam's mom is the sweetest person on earth and loves the idea of us getting married. Sam's mom and his family would be the only people at the wedding, so doesn't just make so much sense if we get married at court instead of a big wedding? I need to ask Sam about it but I might of already done a few things regarding the wedding without him....


Planning can be very hard when your significant other is away or doesn't want to talk about flowers and table stuff(AKA ME). I hate all of this stupid wedding stuff. Yes a girl aways dreams of her wedding, but not as a teen mom. I do want to be bonded to Sam for the rest of my life, and have the special bond between him that nobody can break. The bond will be stronger than family. We are almost bonded because we did the nasty a couple times and had two adorable children because of that one time. If we were married we would be family, and truly bonded in the state's eye.


speaking of those crazy things we made, I put down Pixie and Augustus an hour ago. I believe if I go talk to Sam now we should at least have 30 minutes to talk about wedding stuff. I decide to take my laptop I was using in my bedroom to go find Sam, in the living room with his lap top. He has his beats on, probably working on emails or youtube. I peak over his shoulder and see he was emailing.


"Sam?" I say to Sam while taking his headphones off.

"What's up?" He responds.

"Do we need to plan a wedding? Do we need to have all of the crazy stuff?" I ask.

"No, not unless we want to, we could just go to the court house and get married if that's what you want to do?" Sam says.

"I'd rather do that. I don't think that we need a big wedding, and with all of the money we save it can be used for our two adorable children to go to school or something like that." I say.

"Perfect! We will need to set a date with court but I'm pretty sure we can do it within the next month or two," Sam says and smiles at me.

"Or...."I say and smile.

"What did you do Zoe!!!!!!" Sam says.

"Well I already thought about it and I got a date set, two weeks on a thursday at around 7:45...." I say and look down at the ground.

"What would of happened if I said no..."Sam says and brings my chin up.

"Well Mr. Pottorff, I would of said I already got us a date in court but I guess we have to cancel it because I'm not marrying you anymore," I say and do a sassy walk away from him and then walk back to him.

"I would of pleaded you to come back and get married to me, because we're going to see each other a lot, why don't be together...."He says and pulls me onto his lap.


We sit and snuggle for a couple minutes, and then I hear both of my beautiful babies crying because they got up from their nap. Ugh sometimes being a mom is a hard thing, especially with 6 months olds. I still can't believe that I carried around two children at once for 9 months and then I pushed them out of my body as a 17 year old. Two weeks later it was my birthday. I was young for my grade.


Pixie always wakes up her brother! She is the one who starts the crying. Sam and I walk up the stairs, I get Augustus and her got Pixie. We walked around with the two babies, and then put them down to play with each other(AKA crawl around and have some tummy time and back time before they poop or pee and one of us has to clean up after them). Sam really just want to take me and start making out, but we have to be parents. He is so weird sometimes. I mean he is still a teenage boy, a horny teenage boy that can't keep it in his pants ever, like ever. As a result of this we have these two creatures that we both made and I carried around and birthed.



Author's note: Two chapter left.... Sorry such a short book. It was my first one and I thought I could make a book. See ya next week



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