Bribing Mr Vain Malik (ZMFF) (Completed)

Chapter 7 ~ Mistaken Malik

The guys look at us strangely for a couple of moments, we quickly stop holding hands, Zayn doesn’t bother explaining to them why we were holding hands, and I bet he doesn’t care! I don’t seem to care, either, “Nice stroll?” Liam’s asks causally “Eerrh yea” I say quickly Zayn gives me a wink, I help most of the day, with lunch, phone calls, letters, etc. The guys do another tour, later that day in the evening, Zayn stays back “Not interested in New Zealand?” I ask causally “Not really, got a concert in few days” he says, he leans back on the couch, he looks at his hands for a few moments, and then turns his eyes back to me “I’ll be off” I say about to get up “Stay” he says “I need to talk to somebody” I sit back down “You had all day to do that” I say simply “I know but there guys are around its hard” I just nod “I’m mistaken” he begins “I like to dress well, not to impress the ladies, cause I don’t even think they’d mind if I wore something baggy” he explains “What about all this is a cover up? The band the clothes?” he asks “even the tats?” I ask quietly “even those” he replies we sit in silence “Its not a cover up?” I ask is it, he looks in my direction “No, it isn’t I do love what I do” he admits “I don’t get you Tilly” he says finally “what’s not to get, I’m a sick crazed fan” “Needing revenge” he adds I nod “What did they do to you?” he asks “They stuffed up my bloody head” I say Zayn doesn’t ask any thing more “I don’t mind you, you tell the truth and take it will” Zayn says “Oh I haven’t in the past” I say “how you take being called an ugly girl? It was worse then that though” Zayn looks at me “Your far from ugly, actually now your beautiful” He says. I swallow no guys has said that to me, always told me I was useless, ugly, never beautiful, I look in Zayn eyes and I can tell he means it.

“I have been mistaken” Zayn says “a lot of guys won’t be were I am, and like I said I love my job, but it’s a stress, where is my youth? Where is my study? Where is my life?” he ask’s “girls come and go, they like my money, my fame, but they don’t exactly like me” he sighs “you’ve kissed a lot of girls, and been with a lot, how don’t the like you, don’t you like them?” I ask “Oh, well why would you try if they don’t like you?” he ask’s “That’s true” I admit, then it hits me “Are you trying to like me?” I ask casually “Oh, I like you” he says “that’s some reason of why I kissed you that, and to make you realise that asking me to repay some of your enemies is not totally hot” I sigh “I mistook you Zayn, thought I could bribe you into doing it for me, fixing my problems” he just smiles, “I like you” he repeats “I don’t mind helping you and the guys out” I say awkwardly “I know we thank you a lot” his look slides over me, I breath softly, he doesn’t stop looking at me “better go now” I say and stand up, I know my plan isn’t working, and I was dumb to think it would, dumb to be here alone with Zayn, dumb to offer 1,000 of dollars, dumb to think he liked me, dumb to think he loved me, and dumb to be still here!

“Wait” Zayn says he grabs me softly, starts to kiss me, softly, gently, I’ve never been kissed by another boy like this, a few, I have kissed been kissed before, if I said early that I hadn’t lied, I’m a dumb liar to! Anyway at school I got my first kiss at 16teen, it was by some random guy, he just pressed me up to a wall outside the building and kissed me for a bit, and then he was like catch you round, walked of never saw him again. And then second time was at a party, some guy a grader higher then mine was dared to kiss me so he did. See the kisses I have had, didn’t feel like the one Zayn and I are sharing right now, weren’t tender, and sweet, and they didn’t make me feel like he loved me, love in two days? Maybe Zayn is trying to please himself, cause no other girl loves him, really loves him, but I don’t love him either, can’t he tell, I was using him to get something, and now I can’t get it I’m going to be out of here, Zayn kisses me more, makes my head spin.

What do I do now?