Bribing Mr Vain Malik (ZMFF) (Completed)

Chapter 8 ~ Doesn't Matter To Me Malik

The next minute Zayn and are getting pretty heated, and I know this is going to far. “You shouldn’t be so friendly with your assistant” I say as he kisses me “Oh why don’t you assist me and stop resisting” we both laugh “seriously Zayn” I say “we shouldn’t go any further, you shouldn’t even be kissing me” Zayn doesn’t stop, “It doesn’t matter to me if you planned to bribe me or not” he says “I like you” “Zayn seriously” I say and push him off me “we can’t do this, I’m not someone who wants to be known as your girl, I’m not one for being in the paper” Zayn laughs “Is that what your worried about?” he asks “Yea” I reply “Don’t be” he leans to kiss me again, I pull back “Malik, stop, wait no” I stand up “Why not?” he asks and stands up with me “why should I do what you want me to when you want do what I want you to?” I ask Zayn thinks about it “You can pay me” he says a twinkle in his eye “Get series” I say he laughs “Tilly, your just scared of falling in love” he says “Scared of being used more like it” I say, “I’m not using you Tilly” he says simply “You tried using me, and its no” “Well its no to this to” I say and begin to leave “Tilly” he calls after me holding the door open “Would you go on a date with me? A real date!” I look at him for a long while wondering if he’s series “Zayn I had my heart broken so many times, my mind is in pieces” I explain “I don’t think we should, I don’t think I can” Zayn and I stand there for a few moments.

“I’m not like those guys and girls that bullied you, I might be vain and care about myself, but I care about others to, I’m not a bully like those guys were, this is a real date a proper date Tilly, not a fake, not a phony one, I’ll arrive on time, I’ll even pick you up” he explains, my head seems crowded, I don’t know if I should, and I don’t know if I want to, I don’t know if I can, I don’t know if I can trust, and I don’t know if I will. Zayn studies me “Tilly” he says softly, his voice pulls me out of my thoughts “Tilly what are you thinking?” he asks, he leads me back inside, and we sit down, I sip water, while he stares at me, concerned!

“I’m fine” I say after a few moments “Tilly listen to your feelings, your heart” he says, I look at him “They’ve been played with, I’m not sure what’s real any more,  I want to pay them back badly” I answer Zayn scots over closer “Tilly, I wouldn’t work at it like this with any other girl, but your special” he says gently “I wouldn’t Tilly honest” he smiles, I smile back at him “Believe me when I say I like you, I want to take you out, believe me when I tell you I’d like you if you’d like to be my girl” I just smile, try and let it sink in, slowly it does. “I’d like to go on a date” I say finally, “That’s brilliant, where and when?” he asks “Little restaurant on the main street, Saturday 7:20” I suggest. Zayn smiles “it doesn’t matter what you wear on the night you’ll be beautiful” he tells me “it doesn’t matter to me that your vain and might be late” I say, we both laugh. Never laughed like that before, never felt like this before, is this something I’ve never felt before?