12 || detention...

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Warnings for; racism, homophobia, fighting, blood, violence, drama, bullying, religious stuff, drowning, ext

Yeah.... :(

Enjoy or something, -Starr! :)

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Walking around the school, we FINALLY found where we're supposed to have detention at. And anyway, Dream was on the phone and directed us from the dorms.

I changed out of my skirt to just a pair of jeans. Comfortable stuff.

Well....jeans aren't that comfortable, but you know what I mean!

I sit in the back in between Sapnap and Quackity. Dream sits on the other side of Sapnap. The principal, Aunt Nikki, is at the front of the class. She looks disappointed. Her eye catches mine, and I look away. I did nothing wrong! I was yelling for them to stop. But they didn't.

"I want all of you to sit silently for the next three hours. Thinking about what you've done." Aunt Nikki says looking about the room. "It's the first day of classes, and I am very disappointed in all of you."

I hide myself in my hoodie. They were just trying to protect me! I love them!

"I have work to do, but I will be back in three hours to make sure everyone's here, if not, a more severe punishment will happen to whoever is gone." Aunt Nikki leaves the room, locking the door behind her.

I sigh quietly. I don't like this. Luckily, I brought my sketch pad and pens. I can draw then. I take them out, starting to just randomly draw something.

I look up when I hear chair scratching floor. One of the guys, the guy who started the fight, is walking towards us. Honk! What the-?

He seems not happy. Oh... "You two are the fucking reason we're all here!" He yells. I have no idea who he is, but he started the fight and it was somehow about me??? I have no clue why. But it was.

"Us!?" Sapnap yells back. "Look who's talking! The first punch was thrown by you!"

"Guys.." I try. "Can we not fight?"

Sapnap stands up. Oh no. Dream stands up with him, pushing him back. Quackity's watching eagerly, waiting to see if he'll get to fight someone again. I pull on Sap's hand, trying to get him to sit back down. What made sense to Nikki that locking the angry teens, who fought in the first place, together in the same room was a good idea??

Nothing works.

"Flame, please, sit." I beg him, pulling on his hand again.

The guy laughs. "Flame? That's a cute nickname! Maybe I'll use that. There's Flame, then there's Taco, and finally there's faggot boy." He snarls the last one now looking directly at me.

That's what does it.

Many things happen all at once. It's almost as if time slowed for this. 1; Sap got out of my grip and pushed Dream out of the way. 2; Quackity also rushed over at the same time, before I could even realize it. 3; they both tackled the guy, starting to throw multiple punches at him at the same time. 4; the guy's friend rushes over to get one of my boyfriends off him, which he isn't able to do by the way. And 5; Dream goes over and pulls both Sapnap and Quackity off the guy on the ground.

The guy's buddy, helps him up. His face is bloody and his nose is bleeding. It looks like now he has a black eye. At least it all matches. :/.

"He's a faggot! He deserves to die in hell! All three of you do! But he does most of all!" The guy yells, pointing at me the whole time. He's being held back by his friend.

I move to hold back Quackity, while Dream does the same with Sapnap. I try acting brave, I really do, but that just reminds me of what they always told me.

"You're nothing but a fag, you're not our son. This will help you out." He poured water all over my face. Or 'holy water' as he'd call it. It'd feel like I'm drowning.

"This will wash away all your sins." She told me. "You won't be one of those anymore. You'll be our son again. Don't you worry."

More water gets dumped on my face. It's endless. I start coughing, water going down my throat.

"You'll be cleaned of all the things the devil did to you." She told me watching me intently. "You'll be going to heaven once more."

It felt like I was dying.

The water continued to fall.

I'm drowning in my 'sins'.

Drowning.

Drowning..

Drowning...

I limply let Quackity go, sinking to the floor as I do so. It's like they're here. Drowning me in the water again. Sinking me instead of helping me float.

I can't hear the voices. It's not like I'm here. I see movement, but can't make out what it is. Drowning.

The voices get clearer. Drowning.

It's...drowning.

"Karl? Karl!"

Someone's shaking me.

Please stop.

I don't like that.

Stop.

I'm able to see what's going on around me. Quackity, Sapnap, and Dream are standing, or kneeling, in front of me. My hands somehow found themselves to my throat, almost choking myself. What? I put my hands down looking at them. The word got to me.

I let one word get to me.

I'm pathetic.

I start crying, small sobs rocking through my body. I've never been so messed up since the last major beating I've gotten. The water incident. I just relived that incident with the word of 'faggot'. How did I let that one word trigger me?

Many arms wrap around me at once. I'm scared. People see me weak and vulnerable. They'll use it for their advantage.

Honk.

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969 words

Sorry for this chapter  :(

The process of angst ugh

--Starr

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