❝why enter a relationship that you know will eventually end?
but what if it doesn't, what's if it lasts forever?❞
Charlotte moved to NYC once she was accepted into her dream school, Tisch, and her dream of becoming a dancer is getting closer with...
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The next week passed in a blur, in between classes and practice Thursday came soon enough and it was time to go to the Hamptons, something for which I was so fucking grateful for because the last week has been draining, between training for the upcoming games and midterms approaching I haven't had time for anything else, not even to think about whatever the fuck happened between me and Lottie.
Since that night at the house when she almost kissed me, and I'm aware of the fact that it takes two to tangle so I was about to kiss her too, I don't know what overpowered me in order to feel the urge to want the taste of her lips on mine and considering the fact that it's the second time this happens.
I don't know how I felt after our talk the next morning, I should've felt relieved that we talked about it and nothing changed between us, but there's a feeling in the pit of my stomach that I can't quite shake off, and it terrifies me.
"Hurry the fuck up or we'll be late" I shout to Dom who's still upstairs, Ethan's loading the things in his car. We decides we would be taking three cars: Dom's, Kacie's and mine, we could've fit in just two cars but it wouldn't been really comfortable, considering its a two hour drive, that's without counting the New York traffic.
"I'm coming, I'm coming, geez" Dom says as he runs down the stairs.
The drive to the girls' place is relatively short and soon enough we're knocking on their door, "Coming!" we hear one of them say, and Gen opens the door to let us in.
Everyone's already inside their apartment, including the twins and Alyssa, and we start taking everything downstairs and preparing to head out before the traffic gets even worse.
"I call shotgun" Says Gen as she gets into the twins' car, she muttered something about not wanting to be surrounded by couples before leaving the apartment, so she's going with Kacie and James, while Ethan, Daiz, Alyssa and Dom share the other car, making Lottie and I the only ones in my car.
Although nothing has changed since last week, I haven't really had a moment alone with her since then, and I don't want things to change between us, I would be lying if I didn't say the thought of me catching feelings for her hasn't crossed my mind but I can't fall for her, she's my friend and I won't jeopardize that, I can't. Besides the fact that we almost kissed twice and that I wanted to doesn't mean I'm catching feelings. Right?
"Ready for the roadtrip?" Lottie says as we get into the car, and start the trip, about half an hour later we are still stuck on New York traffic, the soft music in my car making background noise for the lack of conversation between us, I wouldn't say we're on a comfortable silence, but it's not uncomfortable either, where on that middle ground, I don't feel uneasy around her like I thought I could feel, it's just different.
