Bye, My First

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Just from the start of the day, they were all busy and didn't have time for any other thing. The hall was big and it was not enough to cover. Taeyong tried his best and convinced their classmates to help them. Some said that they have assignment and they all flee away at the mention of work. It was given. They only know how to enjoy and when someone asks them to help them, they would turn their heads away. Taeyong didn't say anything to them and just smiled at them. After everything he did for them, they just can't lend a helping hand.
"Taeyong hyung, they'll be starting the practice soon. They want all of us to be present on the field." A junior informed them about their soccer practice.

Taeyong looked around and called Jaehyun and Yuta. "We gotta go. You guys can rest for awhile." Yuta came running to Taeyong and asked him to bring them along to watch them on the field. It's just a game and nothing can go wrong. "Other way, there will be students watching us." Taeyong gave in and asked them to tag along.
Mark tugged Jungwoo and smiled at him.

The three of them went ahead and told them to come for sure. It's just Mark, Jungwoo and Haechan that'll be tagging along. Mark ran to Yuta and walked away with them. Haechan came closer to Jungwoo, "Hyung, do you think Mark hyung is avoiding me? I feel like that." Jungwoo didn't reply and just nodded his head saying that he doesn't feel so. He wanted to comfort Haechan but doing that will make him even more sad and he can't do that.
"Hyung, if Mark hyung continues like this, then I have no choice but to give up. It's always me that's been pursuing him and I feel like a failure already. I can't focus on studies. Renjun is angry with me. I don't want to bother him anymore." Jungwoo could clearly see that Haechan meant when he said he won't bother Mark anymore. Renjun denied coming to watch them practice but he did and he sat besides Haechan and it looked like the two had a good talk. Everything seems to be going well between Haechan and Renjun.

It's just that I just can't take my eyes off him. He looks so cool when he concentrates.

Yuta came and took the bottle from Jungwoo and asked him to stay a little bit more. "I want to talk to you about something." It looks like it is something serious. The practice went well. As the players were having a little break, Taeyong came and sat besides Jungwoo. Jungwoo gave the water bottle he was holding to Taeyong. "I should give some to Jaehyun." He walked towards Jaehyun but someone called him and he threw the bottle back to Jungwoo.
He was holding it. Jaehyun came and look around and saw the bottle in Jungwoo's hand. He just took the bottle and drank it. Jungwoo looked up at him and saw his sharp jawline. His Adams apple that appeared when he drank the water made Jungwoo's heart beat really fast. He was so into Jaehyun that he nearly blew his cover away. He came back to his own sense. He pulled himself out of it. Jaehyun gave back the bottle and ran into the field.
"He's just so into the game."
Jungwoo showed disappointment but he didn't show it. He's becoming more and more expert in hiding his feelings. Someday, he'll surely burst. Taeyong came back looking dejected. The rest of the players were on the field practising meanwhile Taeyong sat down on an empty bench at the corner of the field. His hands were on his head and he looked so worried about something. Jungwoo wanted to ask him but Jaehyun was a step faster.

Who do you think you are, Kim Jungwoo? You clearly know about them. Just give them their time. Get out from here quick.

Jungwoo stood up and grabbed his bag. Giving a last look at Taeyong and Jaehyun, he quickly exited the field. He couldn't hear Yuta calling him and he has completely forgotten that Yuta wanted to talk about something important. The scene that he saw kept replaying on his head, Jaehyun taking Taeyong's hand in his and patting Taeyong's head. Jungwoo couldn't get it out from his head. As he was near his class, Yuta grabbed his hands and hugged him. He didn't know why but the tears that he's been holding came flowing down. Even if he wanted to stop, he couldn't.
"There, there. Don't cry. It's okay. I think I don't have to talk that something important with you anymore. I saw everything, Jungwoo." Though it seems that Yuta is bluffing but he isn't. He saw everything that happened. Jungwoo leaving after he saw Taeyong and Jaehyun together, he wanted to ask Jungwoo's feeling about Jaehyun but he doesn't feel the need to anymore because Jungwoo just let it out.
"Hyung, I don't think it's my place to cry. I cannot change what's been done. I'm just so stupid." Jungwoo calmed himself down as they sat in his classroom. Classes were cancelled and he just wanted to take a breather, so he came to his classroom. "Why are you doing that to yourself?" Yuta asked with confusion. "It just happened and I don't even know how it happened. Maybe it's time to give up." Yuta could see that Jungwoo was feeling sad. He just patted him on his back.
"Are you okay?" Mark came out of nowhere. "You scared the hell out of me, dumb." Jungwoo still not knowing that Yuta and Mark were bickering. "Hyung, do you know it too?"
Mark knows about Jungwoo and his feelings for Jaehyun. But, he didn't say anything to Jungwoo. "But, hyung, don't tell anyone about this." Mark reminded Yuta but the latter backfired saying, "I'm not you who goes around saying whatever that comes to mind."
Yuta gave a worried look at Jungwoo and just thought that it's better for him to deal with his feelings.

Man, what am I doing? I don't know. Why am I making Jungwoo suffer like this? Is this okay for me to let him be like this? I won't let him be sad not anymore.

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