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Worry

I'm currently sitting on my bed, hugging my pillow, and worriedly thinking about Samu...

What happened tonight really seems unreal..

I couldn't believe he actually said those words to Samu.

He doesn't deserve to receive such heartless words from Rintarō... or anyone else in that matter.

After that encountered with his ex, I dropped Samu home.

The walk home is awfully quiet. He never talk... and I don't have anything to say either.

Samu didn't even look at me or anything. It's dreadful silence. I want to hug him and tell him what I truly feel... But I'm so scared....

He went inside their house without saying a word. I stood there for the next 15 minutes fidgeting with my fingers... wondering whether I should stay or just leave.

The cold breeze sink into my skin as I felt a tear escaped my eyes.

I hate seeing Samu getting hurt like that .... I have to admit... I have fallen for him... completely ...for almost 3 months now...

But knowing what he had been through with his recent relationship, I couldn't bring myself to confess.

The cold evening sends shiver down to my entire body...

I wanted to scream....

I wanted to hold him in my arms and comfort him... I want him to know how much I... love him...

I love Osamu....

Realizing the pain within my chest, I walked away afterwards... drying my tears as I sniffed.

Now, I regret going home because I worry a lot.

I grabbed my phone and dialed his number.

It just rings over and over...

Is he asleep already? But it's only 8:34pm... He usually stays later than this hour.

But maybe because of frustration, he probably fallen asleep crying...

I don't want seeing him crying, but I don't want him crying all alone by himself ...

I was about to call Samu again, but my phone rings loudly.

Atsumu..

"Hey! Akaashi! Can't seem to contact Samu right now.. Are you two having so much fun that he ignores my calls?" Tsumu yelled over the line

"Wha..What do you mean? Aren't you home? I dropped Samu earlier."

"You went home early? Why?"

"Something happened." I weakly replied.

"What? I'm walking back home now."

"It's Rin." I replied

"WHAAAAT?!?! AND YOU LEFT SAMU ALL ALONE!" he shouted

"I... I'm sorry .. He didn't mentioned anything about you going out ... so I have no idea-"

"I'm sorry, Akaashi for yelling at you.. I know I shouldn't blame you... You're doing so much for Samu... I'll rush home now.. I'll call you."

"I'll be there in less than 20 minutes, Tsumu.."

"Okay... I'll see you."

I wonder what's happening to Samu right now... What if bad things happened... or he got hurt.... No, Keiji! Don't think negatively!

I quickly shrug any negative thoughts in my head... Samu is fine... He should be...

I can't believe, I actually left him just like that..... I am so worried but I know I couldn't be of help to him.. I might even confuse him.... so I decided to leave.... which I don't think is a good idea... Keiji, you're the worst!

If anything happens, it would definitely be my fault....

I shook my head and clicked my tongue.. No.. No...

I put my sweater on and rushed out of my apartment.

I quickly headed to the bus station... Dammit, I'm so worried I honestly forgot to change my slippers into rubber shoes.

Samu... Please be safe...