I can't help it, I envy
I want you to not smile
I want you to be there when I cry
I can't help it, I'm drowning
I wish that you were there
I wish that you got a taste of what it is like to not want to be here
I can't help it, I overthink
I hope that you wonder
I hope that you spend your night dying because you can't fall into slumber
I can't help it, I am invisible
I pray that your shadow swallows you
I pray that the light blinds and you always feel like I do
I can't help it, I'm jealous
I know that I want to live the life I think you do
I know that I want to be your friend but I don't think that you'll ever see me like I see you
- Myla Stars
