"Too innocent for the world......"
Lillian Rose Miller is just a regular girl, well not really regular she's and orphan her parents died in a plane crash, and ever since then she was in mr.jones foster house with many different kids well let's say t...
Time skip-a couple of weeks Lilly's POV: 🌻Noah🌻 Noah: hi Lilly Hi Noah:Me Noah:can I come over? there's something I need to tell you. Sure:Me Now he got me curious I guess I'll have to wait and see, I just went down to the living room and told mom he's coming over. I continued watching WandaVision it's actually really good and I love seeing mom act she's very good, it has now been half an hour and there's a knock on the door which I'm guessing is Noah so I went to open the door and I see Noah standing there with flowers I had a very confused face "come in???" I said confused he came in and sat on my bed in front of me "so what did you want to say?" "Do you want to go out with me?" He asked nervously handing me the flowers "yes yes yes" I said excited, we leaned forward and that was it, my first kiss. I heard a knock on my bedroom door "hey sweetie can you come for a second" "coming!" I told mom, "Scarlett Florence and rose are coming over for dinner" "yay!" I said really excited to meet rose and because I loved hanging out with Scarlett and Florence they're really fun. "Why are you looking so flustered and blushing?" Mom said confused "nothing" I said rubbing my cheek not realizing I was blushing, "okay......." She left , me and Noah said our goodbyes and I went to pick my outfit,
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This is what I ended up with ^ I chilled on my phone until I felt tension in my chest I tried calling mom but I couldn't get words out of my mouth I ran to my bathroom locked the door and sat on the floor trying to calm myself down there was nothing I can do, I knew the only option, returning to my bad habits cutting after that thought came to my head it didn't leave I had to make my brain shut up, so I started cutting it didn't stop, on and on and on total of five cuts, not too bad, my breathing started to calm down but now I was crying I tried to put a hand over my mouth but it was probably still heard i sat there trying to calm down until....
Intense chapter. I'm sorry if any of you relate to the feeling I know how it feels and I would never wish it upon anyone else if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here. Take care!
