Sometimes I wondered if it would all go away... I'm sorry if I did.
They all say at the hospital as Jisoo's sisters came running late, They saw how the three looked dead. Rosé was wearing her bloody clothes, Jennie kept looking around uncomfortable, and Lisa held her hands over her ears.
The doctor walks out and calls for Kim Jisoo's family, Everyone looked at him as he walks to the two sisters.
Rosé felt her whole world collapse when Jisoo's sisters cried and broke down, Lisa shakes as she still heard what he said, and Jennie?
The older looked at the floor.
"Thank you."
"I'm sorry."
"She's happy now." Irene, the oldest Kim sister says. "Thank you for trying doctor." The man leaves as Irene glanced over at the three teenage girls,
"Did you three know anything?" She asks as she crouched down to their level on the chairs, She could tell this effect then badly than her.
"No ma'am" Lisa spoke up, "C-chae y-yelled for us." She looks at them as Jennie spoke,
"She said she was going to the restroom and Chaeyoung found her." Jennie looks into Irene's eyes.
"Chaeyoung?" She looks at the girl with Jisoo's blood,
"I'm sorry." Chaeyoung looked at her with tears in her eyes, "I didn't know- I'm so sorry."
"It's okay, It's none of your faults okay?" Irene says, the other Kim sister kept quiet and listened. "Why don't you head to the car and I'll drop you guys off, okay?"
"Okay" Jennie stands up and grabs both of her friend's arms to guide them out of the hospital. Irene stood up and looks at her sister,
"I didn't think she would do this." Jieun says, "She seemed so happy."
"I don't know." Irene responded, "I thought she was, but we were wrong."
The ride home was rough, Irene informed all their family about the incident. By the time it was time to drop Rosé off, Irene stood with her at the doorway.
"It's not your fault okay?" Irene says as she smiled slightly, "I promise you that Jisoo liked you."
"She was alive when I saw her." Rosé says not looking at her, "She told me how she tried and how she loved me."
"I see... I'll get to the bottom of this okay?"
"Thank you, Irene."
"Anytime." Irene smiled before Rosé closed the door and went to take a shower, Irene let out a breath she was holding and turns her back at the door.
"Ready?" She asks her sister, they drove back home where it felt colder than usual. They make their way inside until both of their phones go off,
Find the red bow and take your present. It was from Jisoo.
Irene and Jieun both run upstairs as they slammed open Jisoo's door, there at the desk sat a bag with a red sparkly bow. Both approach it and take out the tissue paper before revealing a VHS tape,
Jieun takes it and walks out the room and down to the living room where she sticks it into the TV. She pressed okay before Irene walks down and sees Jisoo on the TV.
The youngest smiled back at them,
"Hi."
"By now if you are watching this then I'm already gone."
The night was horrible, Lisa slept in her bed as she turns in her sleep. The sound of Chaeyoung screaming and Jisoo's faint voice haunts her.
For Jennie, it was the sight of Jisoo. The large cuts that dripped with blood and her dazed face.
The best for last, Rosé, She experienced sleep paralysis as it was Jisoo haunting her.
"I love you"
But she couldn't save her, she felt guilt. It was killing her.
"I tried my best, I did. But this has to happen, I thought I'd got rid of the pain but it'll just transfer to someone else." Jisoo explains,
"Please give the rest to everyone, they each deserve one."
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Someone We Used to Be
Fiksi PenggemarHi, it's Jisoo. *Warning: Contains Suicide, graphic detail, strong language, and bullying. (Based on true thoughts & events)*