Christmas was the time I missed you the most, It's not the same without you.
Rosé sat on the couch with her hot cocoa, Jennie was picking the movie, and Lisa was telling one of Jisoo's sisters a joke. Everything seemed happier than before.
Rosé looks outside seeing the snow and smiles, she looks back at Jennie, who placed a tape in.
Jisoo's sisters exited the room to go check on the food as the three sat in the living room, It played.
Jennie sat on the floor with Lisa as Rosé had the couch herself, the video played-
"Hi, I'm park Chaeyoung! And I'm Lisa!"
"Welcome to pajama news!" Rosé smiled brightly before the camera turns to Lisa,
"This just in folks, We see Jennie Kim attempting to roller skate!" The camera then pans over to Jennie holding onto Jisoo's waist.
"Fuck off!" Jennie whines before Jisoo lost balance and fell with her,
"Thanks for watching!"
Then the next video played, It was Rosé's performance. The day she won the talent show-
"You did great!" Jisoo was in the frame as she ran over to Rosé and hugged her, "Chaeyoung-ah I'm so proud of you!"
"Yeah! I didn't know you could sing!" Lisa says behind the camera, Rosé hugged Jisoo back and smiled brightly.
"Thanks, guys! But where's Jennie Unnie?"
"She had to help someone." Lisa says, "Oh Jennie!"
"I'm finally back, congratulations!" She smiled at Rosé who let's go of Jisoo.
"Thanks, Unnie."
Lisa glanced over at Chaeyoung, who didn't show any emotion at all. She looks at Jennie, who knew.
It's not the same.
"You probably thought this was over huh?" They all looked at the screen to see Jisoo sitting at her desk in a white long sleeve with a Santa hat on.
"Hi guys" She waved with a slight smile and if you looked closely, you could see the red marks on her arms.
"It's been a while huh?" Jisoo chuckled before reaching for something and putting on white gloves. "I miss you all."
She looks at the camera and smiled, She leans back and looks up.
"I'm guessing you're wondering why I'm here, well... It's Christmas. Merry Christmas. It's okay if you still don't feel in the holiday spirit, I never do." She laughs, "I hope you're all doing well..."
"But let's cut to the chase, shall we? I'm not here anymore, I made this last video to thank you, girls."
"Thank you for being in my life, without you all... I don't know what it could be like and I don't want to know. Without you guys, I don't think I could've made it this far."
"So thank you." Jisoo smiled, "it's sadly not snowing this Christmas." Jisoo looks outside the window, "I wish it did."
"There is my last gift, it's wrapped with a sparkly red bow. I'm sure you all can't miss it." Jisoo says before the video cuts off.
Jennie sat up closest to the tree and looked over for the red sparkling bow, there it was.
She picked up the gifts and saw the handwritten names before giving them to each one, She sat back down and opened her gift before a lump was formed in her throat.
It was a small doll of Jisoo and her, they held hands that could detach from each other.
Jisoo looks down as Jennie slipped her hand with hers, she smiled. She continues to look around with Jennie as they were hungry.
Lisa opened hers up and tears up instantly, it was pictures from when she and Jisoo went to Thailand together. It was a card that held a special message with that picture.
"How do you like it?" Lisa asks as Jisoo tried the food,
"It's interesting, but it's so good!" Jisoo says as Lisa smiled, "I would come back here anytime."
And for Rosé?
Christmas wouldn't be the same without you.
She looks over at Jisoo, who was smiling holding her gift.
Like fate, I won't ever have anything like you again. As my tears fall, I hope you are happy.
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I guess you finally made it, the book ended and so did the pain. I enjoyed every moment with my friends until the last, call me selfish but the book ended. And so did I.
Our book ends before the main events could even happen.
Life is was supposed to be meaningful, but mine felt as if it was a burden. I'm not sure what will happen now but I hope it's better than before, I hope I can live in peace and enjoy life.
I hope to wake up and look forward to the day. Every book ends and mine just ended sooner.
I'm sorry if I can't be there anymore.
Maybe you, the reader, could understand. After all, we aren't so different.
Holding back your emotions so nobody can see your weak side is, embarrassing isn't it?
It never hurts to let someone in, although it's too late for me... It's not for you. Not everyone has a perfect ending.
