'A Time To Love & A Time To Die' Sequel To 'The Desire' Series (In Editing)

You Should Know Where I'm Coming From....(Edited)

Star P.O.V

I woke up to the sun shining in the room as I sat up and looked around I notice that Nik wasn't in the room which was kind of odd as I thought he would be not as restless since now Esther was put in her place. Then I remembered that he was bringing Cami to the safe house where Chance and Hope were I swear my memory is getting terrible these days. I guess since I come back there been so much that has happen half of the time I feel like I'm in some kind of nightmare. The only times I do feel safe or that I'm in some kind of reality is when I get that reassurance from Nik, I can honestly say I don't how I would got through any of this without him.

I look back to how things were before I gave birth to Chance how much hatred he held towards me. All because of that dark secret from 1919 a secret that wasn't mine to tell but brought destruction into my life. At times when I look back at that horrible part of my life I felt like Nik was basing all his anger solely on me. I still remember when he turned on me for the first time ever I knew he was scary but when those amber eyes are on you it's the most frightening experience ever. None of that all mattered now as it was all in the past and I'm looking into the future. What do I see for the future for this family? I do see happiness at the end of a very dark tunnel. How long will it take us to get there who knows?

I got out of bed and went into the bath room to freshen up as I was brushing my teeth Esther came into my mind. The conversation we had last night and some of the things she said like she made a choice that changed the course of her life. Something told me that wasn't to do with the fact that she turned her kids into vampires. I don't know why those words kept playing on but then what Nik told me about not allowing her to poison my mind. So I shook the thought of all that out of my mind. As I needed to focus on getting one step closer to brining Chance home and I was deluding myself thinking that getting rid of Esther would be a solution. She sent Nik to the slaughter by giving Mikael permission to kill him.

So he was the next one on the list to take down and let's not forgetting the momma boy. Who isn't just going to sit back quietly, so somehow we needed to silence Mikael. I went back into the bedroom and got changed before heading out of the room something caught my eyes on the dresser. As I went closer I notice that it was Nik wedding band. I thought he threw it away or that it was under some gravel in Lafayette cemetery. I placed it back where I found it and made my way out of the room. As I was about to walk down the stairs I see Nik at the bottom of the stairs with this huge smile on his face.

"Sweetheart, I was about to come and wake you up for breakfast." Nik spoke as I walked down the stairs. He was is a great mood something tells me it has something to do with turning his mom into a vampire.

"What got you all chipper this morning?" I spoke as I approached him giving him a kiss on the cheek before turning to the table laid out with various types of food. Nik placed his hand on the small of my back guiding me to the table.

"Can't one treat his beautiful wife as she should be treated?" He spoke as he pulled out the chair allowing me to take a seat. "Well I can't really use that phases now can I? Not after how I burnt the one thing that was evidence of our marriage." Nik voice was filled with sorrow as he sat at the opposite side of the table to me. Nik and his moment of madness when he felt I had betrayed him from hiding the secret of Marcel and Rebekah treachery. Did it bother me that he did that? At the time yes but now a piece of paper didn't seem that important.

"It's just a piece of paper, it doesn't mean anything." That what I saw it as that it was just a binding contract just because it was burnt into ashes didn't mean the love went with it. My love for Nik has never fade and even in his darkest time when he wanted to hate me. He couldn't because what we have is something truly incredible.