𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐘'𝐚𝐥𝐥

𝘛𝘸𝘰

                   𝐄𝐮𝐩𝐡𝗼𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝗺𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐥𝗼𝗺𝐛𝗼
                     𝐃𝐮𝐫𝐡𝐚𝗺, 𝐍𝗼𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝗼𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚

"Mulani, I don't wanna go" I said covering my face as tears spilled out of my eyes. "Just take me back, I wanna go be with him. I don't wanna go inside"

"Mama" Mulani called out, sighing.

"No" I said shaking my head. Today was another day to say the least and I could say that it wasn't one of my best days. I was here with Mulani at the mall and we were supposed to have been inside as of right now but here I was having another emotional melt down.

It was officially a month before school started as well as a month before the summer would be over and I wasn't ready. Everything seemed as if it was just going to fast for me and I couldn't keep up. The time and the events, it was just a lot to keep track of—especially now, since all that had happened with my mother and Paris.

It was just too much.

Mulani and I were supposed to be shopping for school as well as for her baby, we had planned this long ago before time had even passed. Shopping was something that we had always seemed ourselves doing together but this time, I was really feeling it. I had to leave the hospital early in the morning and go home to get ready which result in me crying all day because of the thought of being away from Paris.

I mean, I knew that he was in good shape but I still didn't want to over think the chance of not being there with him only for something to go wrong and I wouldn't be there. On top on other things such as my mother and knowing school was beginning to start, my mind had been on ten with all of these things that seemed as if it was bringing me down by the minute.

I didn't like it and I didn't want to face any of it, I simply just wanted to be next my boyfriend. I had missed him too much to be away knowing that he was in the position that he was in and it hurted me to just not be there.

"I just want him" I cried, feeling Mulani's arms wrap around me. "I want him to wake up and talk to me—maybe even just look at me the way that he does, I just want him to be okay"

"He is, baby. He'll be fine, I'm sure that he'll be okay" Mulani said grabbing my hands, wiping my face. "Look..."

I wiped my face, sniffing as she turned my chin making me face her. "Is there anything else that you might wanna do today, before you go back up to the hospital?" She asked, I shook my head. "You don't wanna take a breather and maybe find something that you like doing for a minute—maybe to take your mind off of stuff?"

"No" I answered, shaking my head.

"I just need you to be able to okay friend, I know that it's a lot going on right now and I know that you're in a hard place—I just want you to be able to do something that will take your mind off of everything" Mulani explained reaching out, opening the dashboard before grabbing some napkins and wiping my nose.