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I tossed and turned, seeing the view of Glizmo and Cassius yelling over me while I laid there shot. Smacking my lips, I pushed the covers off of me while I continued trying to attempt to fall asleep but couldn't. Having the flashbacks of getting shot and damn near even nightmares about shit that was relatable to death was hard dealing with at night.
I had found myself dealing with these things every since the very first night of me waking up in the hospital. Getting sleep was yet another problem for me now because all I had to deal with when I slept was visions of shit I ain't want to live to see, I tried my best with it but it was something that was becoming hard.
Glancing over, I stared at Euphoria as she laid there asleep. As bad as I wanted to wake her so she could be up under me in a attempt to calm me, I chose to silently remove myself from the bed.
I slipped on my slides and grabbed my pants, putting them on before grabbing my keys.
"Papa" I heard making me look over, seeing Euphoria asleep with her head buried in my pillow. I stood there for what seemed like seconds admiring how beautiful her skin looked as the moon light complimented her brown skin before quietly walking over, placing a kiss on her forehead.
I smirked as a pout appeared on her face, realizing that she was talking and mumbling shit in her sleep. It was something that I had been realizing since she'd been with me but she didn't know.
Making my way over towards my side of the bed, I grabbed my phone and eyed the time seeing that it was going on three.
Today was the day before Euphoria would officially start back to school. Due to people being sick and shit, her school county district announced that she would be doing her classes online and at home. I needed some type of strategy to get her mind on the go and get relaxed but also comfortable because even thought this was just school, I felt like it was more than that to her.
School was something Euphoria had put hard work into, it was something that he did for herself but also for her mama. I knew that without Mama Grace being here that this school year was probably gone be one of the most challenging years of all for her. With everything that I had already knew from Euphoria's experiences at school, I knew that my baby had a hard time when it came to her work along with people that she had to surround herself with.
Dealing with school wasn't easy and I most definitely understood that because although a nigga graduated from high school, a nigga still had to deal with troubles and challenges just like everyone else would. So with everything that was being said and done, I wanted Euphoria to be able to start fresh but also I wanted her to feel like she had a support system.
