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"where you goin?" kendra asked as she woke up whilst i got ready.
"i got shit to handle," i said as i slipped my shoes on.
"mmm.. you gon be at the hospital later?"
"yeah ima be right over there once i'm done with ts," i said going over to her and kissing her forehead.
"ion want you to leave,"
"if i was making plays bae i'd bring you with me but it's more than that. after that i'm never leaving your side,"
"promise?"
"i promise," i said kissing her one more time before leaving out.
the shit tj caused started a war. he gave the drop on us to our opps and they came to take our shit. luckily niggas was on standby and shut ts down, but one of their guys got hit and now they've been circling the block ever since.
i was heading to the trap now to move the money and stuff to luca's new house until we could find a new trap. niggas was on us, feds was on us, shit was a mess.
after luca get out of hospital we laying low. luca already made business plans final with egypt's dad as was officially leaving the game. we spoke about this before i told him about tj.
even though luca was bringing me in, i was staying in the game. i won't sit here and lie, i love this shit. and i wasn't gon quit until i didn't no more. but ts is embedded in me now.
"wasgood dee," one of the homies dapped me up.
"shit, nothing fr. you get all the shit i asked you to get for me?"
"yeah it's in my car hollon," he said going to his car. he bought out a couple duffel bags and put it in my trunk then closed it.
"that's all?" i asked.
"yeah that's all,"
"aight you know where to meet me?"
"finna make my way there rn. it's time to put an end to these niggas completely cos they not gon stop,"
"that's why we making our move rn. after that every body gotta lay low until further notice,"
"fucking tj bruh. never would i have thought he'd be on some shit like that,"
"neither did i dawg." i shook my head. i was still in disbelief with the whole thing. i killed someone i used to call my brother. someone i used to sit and laugh with. someone i used to make money with. bruh i was taking ts to the grave.
*
"still hasn't woken up?" i asked the doctor as soon as i walked through the hospital doors.
"see for yourself," he smiled at me. i ran to luca's room and saw him taking a bite out of his chicken. i ran up to him and smacked it out his hand giving him a big ass hug.
"man wtf," he pushed me off mugging me, "youn see me eatin?"
"ion give a fuck i missed my brother man," i grinned. my heart beat so fast because of the excitement. "what they tell you?"
"the bullet was literally inches away from my heart but they managed to get it out. it's gon be hard for me to breathe but shit, i'm still here,"
"bruh i feel like crying fr. i was out here goin crazy, handling business as usual,"
"and allat shit been handled?" he asked.
"ofc ts is handled nigga. handled accordingly,"
"bruh bein in a coma feel so weird. feels like ts ain't even happen fr,"
"you feel like you took a long ass nap huh?"
"hell yeah ts crazy fr," he said as the doctor walked in. he smiled at luca and started going through the papers on his clip board.
"well all is good and you'll be just fine despite your struggles breathing. we're just gonna keep you here for a few more days for a few check ups then after that we'll discharge you,"
"where my girl at? she good?" luca asked. me and his mom looked at each other before looking down.
"egypt is still in her coma," the doctor said quietly. luca sucked his teeth and clenched his jaw. it was like he wanted to kill tj all over again.
"thank you doc," i said dismissing him before luca said sum crazy.
"wait i wanna go see her," luca said trying to get up.
"luca baby you gotta rest," his momma said.
"i rested enough i'm tryna go see my girl,"
"i'll get a nurse to come and assist you," the doctor said nodding then walking off.
*
luca santo cruz
i snatched my arm from the nurse as i walked to egypt's room perfectly fine. she was acting like my leg was broken or sum and i was walking with a limp.
on top of her acting like that i was mad asl. tj decided to involve egypt in a life ian want her to be involved with, instantly putting her in the hospital. this was the last thing i wanted to happen to her, and here we are.
"luca!" mama mae came rushing over to me and gave me a hug. "i was just to bout to come down there to check on you i didn't know you were awake,"
"yeah i just woke up," i nodded. i took a look at egypt laying on the hospital with tubes going in and out of her. my heart dropped at the bruises on her face and body and shit.
"she'll be fine by the grace of God," she reassured me as i blinked my tears away. i haven't cried since i was a kid but ts right here was breaking my heart.
i sat by egypt and placed her hand in mine and kissed it. all i could do was blame myself. i put her in this situation. i introduced her to these people. i allowed her to put her trust in them. why wasn't i smarter about ts? why didn't i do more to ensure her safety? now she was laying here on life support, fighting for her life and it was nothing i could do about it.
"any good news doctor?" mama mae asked.
"i'm afraid not," he shook his head, "if egypt doesn't wake up soon then we'll have to take her off life support."
- meech still hasn't acknowledged my existence and i don't understand why????? what am i doing wrong? he don't want a fine ass bitch from the deepest darkest parts of the UK? them ig models not good for you bae come fuck with a real bitch 😩
