"You're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain, crossing out the good years"
Nikolai Lantsov x fem!OC
[Storm and Siege- ]
Storm and Siege (Complete)
Ruin and Rising (Ongoing)
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"This is incredible."
"Please, you'll only build up my ego."
"I'm sure I'll find something
soon enough to knock it back down."
"I shall be eagerly awaiting."
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
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I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
Olysia Kuznetsova was destined to never be enough. She wasn't enough for her mother who couldn't run fast enough. She wasn't enough for the people in the one place she should feel welcomed all because she wore purple instead of blue or red. She was never enough for the man was too cruel to be a self-proclaimed savior. But there was always one person who Olysia could forget about trying to be enough for. He taught her a secret language that she could never speak with anyone else and that was okay, until he decided she wasn't enough for him too.
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I'll spend forever wondering if you knew this night is flawless
Nikolai Lanstov always felt like he was in a room with fire that only he could see. He was under constant pressure to be this perfect version of himself that he never seemed to be perfect enough. There would always be the whispers behind his back that followed him around like the smell of smoke. He felt utterly alone in the world but when he was with her it didn't matter who he was supposed to be, he could just be unapologetically himself with no fear of what others might think. It wouldn't matter the comfort she unknowingly brought to him because in the end he had to leave her, even if it was the worst thing he ever did.
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Olysia Kuznetsova
SECOND ARMY SOLDIER
"I don't bother arguing with delusional men."
Don't you let it go, I'm wonderstruck dancing around all alone
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Nikolai Lantsov
PRINCE OF RAVKA
"Make me feel special and imagine it just for me."
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
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"Can we pretend for a moment longer?"
I was enchanted to meet you
[DISCLAIMER]
All rights related to my original characters, plots, events, and ideas belong to me. All other rights go to Leigh Bardugo.
a.n
Yeah, so I have no clue what the fuck this is or what the hell I am doing but it's something. It's my first ever fanfic. I am writing this story just for fun and mostly because I have read most of the Nikolai fanfics out there (if you have any recs please do a girl a solid and drop them in the comments, please and thank you.) Thanks for clicking on this story and if you stay, you're a real one.
