Ups and Downs [ PewDiePie Fanfic ]

(35) One of those UPS

Elianne's POV

I was just lying down the bed.. the memories were hunting me!

When everything happened because of a beverage. If Alley introduced me to Felix without us meeting in the cinema's we wouldn't be really close.

When he spilled the beverage on my sweater and bought a new one..

Pewds and not Poods

When Marzia and I met for the first time..

Waterguns..

Meeting Minx, Cry and Ken

When he flirted with the poor guy.

Making my youtube channel

I ran because my house burned

Me and Felix searching the secret room.

Cry telling me about how I liked Felix back then...

The dream

He fought my ex and saved Cry and I's butts.

Disney land...

Italy..

Bumping to him

Sliding through the stairs and pulling him.

Obsessions

Firework show

When Marzia got mad

Christmas shopping

His laugh

Our times when playing games

His corny jokes

His broken-hearted face when I walk in the airport

Everything

I cried again and threw the sweater he bought me across my room. I hate love! Stupid love doesn't exist because it just gives Heart aches!

I looked at the glasses that he broke in the airport weeks ago. His glasses... I gripped it tightly and the broken glasses were drawing blood out of my palm.

Stupid everything! Whenever I see something in my house, I remember a memory! I just can't pull myself together..

I haven't posted videos in my channel and I think it's about time. I don't care about my broken figure.. I just need to post my final video.

I set up my camera infront of my piano and plastered on a fake smile. "Hi, my earthlings.. I'll be quitting youtube because it brings memories and It breaks me... I'll miss posting vids and you, earhtlings..."

I coughed amd started singing 'Just be Friends'

(Listen to Just Be friends by Amanda Lee ;___; it suits it and it is the one that Eli is singing
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XBR7y9rC5Fc  )

"Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Is just be friends Just be friends Just be friends

In the morning light of yesterday I suddenly realized As I gathered up the broken shards of what use to be

I wasn't thinking straight And I cut my finger by mistake Is this what really became of the love we once both dreamed of?

I always knew the truth at the bottom of my shy, beating heart That making a choice wouldn't mend but tear us more apart

Love was never my thing It's so confusing and it stings There are no words that can excuse all the mistakes that I've made