Ups and Downs [ PewDiePie Fanfic ]

(12) Dream?

The lyrics/song doesn't belong to me. ALL CREDIT WILL BE GIVEN TO CRISTINA VEE C:

~Domsie

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Elianne's POV

~dream land~

I walked endlessly in darkness, until something clicked. The surroundings changed. I was in a house, old fashioned one, i heard nothing but the creaking of the wood and the flowing wind. Where am i?

I shook my head and walked. At first, i hesitated to take a step, but i did anyway. Each step i take, creaking of wood would fill up the silence that was killing me. Then... the sound...from the music box played from nowhere. A high toned voice was heard. It was like from a child.

"Ever on and on I continue circling

With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't break free--

I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am, who I was..."

I followed the sound. The sound... i've heard it somewhere!

"Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know

If I make another move there'll be no more turning back

Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black"

I have a good hearing but... i can't see where the sound was coming from. So instead of rushing, i relaxed and normally walked around the big house. The song was deep, yet i enjoyed listening to it. It was still familiar.

"Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

Am I hurting? Am I sad?

Should I stay, or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can

All the people that I see I will never understand

If I find a way to change, if I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white"

The girl stopped singing for a few seconds. I was really curious who this girl is... but i know this song... i KNOW it! I felt the wood breaking any second when i took a step, but it wasn't.

"Ever on and on I continue circling

With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't break free--

I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am, who I was

Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So

I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know

If I make another move there'll be no more turning back

Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black"

I finally saw who was singing, the girl's back was facing to me, she was sitting with her elbows on the study table. She's wearing a white dress and a big white ribbon on her hair. Her room is much different than the rest of the house. Her room was colorful and bright, but not that it hurts anyone's eyes, while the rest of the house looked pale. Her silky, shoulder-length hair flowing through the wind.

Infront of her was the music box, the same music box that i got.

"If I make another move, if I take another step

Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left

If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night

Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?

I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can

If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back

'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black"

As She stopped singing, just in time, the music box closed and the music playing slower. She shifted on her seat and turned around to see me. She had full bangs, Green-ish blue eyes stared at me.

An eye color too familiar to me, it was me. My little self stared at me with an emotionless face. She walked up to me and stared up. She gripped my wrist lightly, like i would break. She, then whisphered...

"Remember..."

Everything faded.

And that's when i woke up, breathing heavily and beads of sweat trickling down of my head and back. My clothes sticked on my skin, because of sweat.

What was that dream for?