I am not his Fan

Chapter 11

 It's almost MPL season and all the players on the camp are making all the efforts to practice everyday. Tho they still have 2 more months before the actual competition pinaghahanda na sila ng mga coach nila.

Ilang araw na lang December na. Days are passing by so fast that even I can't track all the things that I did on the past months that we are living in SG's camp. I was wondering when are we going back.

Nagmumuni muni ako sa may balcony. May balcony kasi dito malapit sa room ng boys bago ka makababa ng hagdan. Gabi na and all the stars are shining but there's no moon.

I was thinking even if we go back on our bootcamp things may be different since nasanay na din kami dito. Anyway what ever happens in the future doesn't matter as long as we are living in the present.

"What are you thinking?"

Sa gulat ko ay napapikit na lang ako. Nabigla ako kasi akala ko nagpapractice sila.

"Lance why are you here?" 

"It's break time, tatambay sana ako sa room but I saw you standing here"

"How's the practice?" I look at him so I can see his face.

"It's good. Madami pa kaming dapat matutunan since may inilabas na naman na bagong patch ang Montoon" nakatitig lang ako sa kaniya habang siya ay nakatingin sa paligid. Yung itsura niya parang model.

Inilayo ko ang tingin ko sa mukha niya baka matunaw siya sayang kaguwapuhan. Tumingin na lang ako sa tinititigan niya.

"Oo nga pala no, nag open ako ng account ko kanina and I also saw it"

"Yeah, nag hahapit kami ng practice dahil day off namin this coming weekend" siguro sina Thraia din, maybe we can go shopping since I need a new rubber shoes for my gym session.

"Buti naman, kailangan niyo din mag unwind puro kayo practice nitong nag daang mga araw ----- namimiss na nga kita e" hininaan ko lang yung last part baka mag assume to.

"Miss din kita"  inangat ko ang ulo ko para tingnan siya then our eyes met.

I gulp when I saw his eyes. I was surprised actually kulang ang surprise para ilarawan ang itsura ko ngayon, I am speechless. His eyes glistens as it shows different emotions.

"You heard it?"

"Yes missy loud and clear"

"May lahi ka bang paniki?"

"Nope but every time we talk all my attention is on you"

Ibig sabihin lahat ng binubulong ko noong nakaraan naririnig niya. 

Medyo nanlambot ang tuhod ko because I am so embarrass that I wanted to walk out kaya ang ginawa ko naglakad na ko palayo.

"Where are you going?"  he hold my arm so he could stop me.

Hindi ako makaharap sa kaniya dahil ayaw kong makita ang mata niya. Baka wala pa siyang sinasabi sinagot ko na siya. Gaga ka talagang babae ka, pagdating sa lalaking ito. Ano ba yan pinapagalitan ko na sarili ko.

"Ahm, I~"

"You what?"

"Can I have a moment to breath?"

"Yes" he remove his hand on my arm "But stay I only have 15 mins left before our pratice"

"Okay" a heavy sigh was released from my mouth while I am standing beside him.

"Can I ask you a favor?" he said after almost 3 minutes of silence.

"If I can do it then it's okay"