Requested by: RIKI-CHEOLSOO
"Can I please request a Sunsun smut, like at first Sunghoon feels insecure and then Sunoo shows how beautiful Sunghoon is."
Sunghoon fiddles with his fingers when something's wrong. Sunoo knew that. He also knew that it'll be hard to get him to open up.
Well, Sunoo's stubborn too.
He sat on next to Sunghoon on the bed. "Hey, penguin. What's going on in your pretty little mind?" He booped the older's nose, making it scrunch up cutely.
"I-It's nothing. I'm okay." Sunghoon mumbled, petting Sunoo's head.
"I know when you lie, hyung," Sunoo said, gently manhandling the older onto his lap and keeping him in a firm hug to ensure he won't escape. Sunghoon didn't bother fighting, he just buried his head in his neck. "Can you tell me what's wrong, baby?"
"I-It's not like they hate me, hate me..."
"Wait, what? Who hates you?"
"N-No one! I just... I don't know... d-don't feel well-liked by E-ENGENEs."
"What do you mean?"
Sunghoon took a deep breath.
"Hey, if you're uncomfortable- "
"N-No, I'm not... It's just... I just... I don't feel I do something special for the group like any of you guys. I don't have a pretty voice like Heeseung-hyung. Or as confident as Jay. Unlike Jake, people probably don't think I'm sweet. I don't do aegyo like you. I feel so untalented next to Jungwon leader-nim. And I'm not a great dancer like Riki. Plus maybe I've been too cold to everyone sometimes, and maybe they don't like me so much either. People only know me because I used to be a figure skater. Maybe I'm not really a visual. And maybe I shouldn't be in the group because Ijustfeelsoinferiorcomparedtoeveryone."
The last sentence was such a fast mumble, so quick and muffled that it took five big seconds for Sunoo to understand it. when he realised, it hit him like a truck.
"Don't fucking say that Sunghoon."
Sunoo had never raised his voice (not even when he gets angry for real). Or swore. Or call his beloved boyfriend by his name (it was as rare as the moments where everyone doesn't tease Jay). He panicked when he felt the older tremble in his arms and heard him repeatedly say "sorry" as if he was begging his boyfriend to forgive him, body shaking heavily against Sunoo's.
"Hey, hey. Stop apologizing, sweetie. I shouldn't have talked to you like that, I'm sorry. I just- I don't want you to ever think that about you, because that's not true. you are so amazing, Hoonie, and I'm not saying this because I'm totally biased. Do you think that PD-nim would have chose you if you weren't just a pretty figure skater? If your voice didn't really sound so angelic? If seeing you dancing didn't leave people speechless? You weren't a rapper, you didn't even train to be a rapper, yet you did so amazing in the 'Very Good' cover. You treat each one of us with so much love, and everyone so whipped for you. They know you care and they know you love them more than anything. And, God, I can't believe I really have to say this but, penguin, you are so beautiful, it's insane. You're so damn beautiful that it hurts. You are truly so pretty. And God I love you so much."
As soon as the last words left the mouth, he pressed his lips against Sunghoon's.
Sunghoon's fingers dig into Sunoo's hair as they continue to kiss. Sunoo kept a gentle but firm grip on his waist.
"I love you too." Sunghoon says once they pull away. Sunoo smiles his signature bright smile at him. "Please..."
That's all he needed to hear. So Sunoo pressed his lips against the older's mouth, and it wasn't really like their previous kiss. Sunghoon was still timid, but he let needy repressed moans escape his pretty red lips. Sunoo might always seen it at this point, but God, he absolutely loved this side of his lover. All pliant and docile and submissive. He'll never get tired of it.
