Namjoon Returns (Married to My Rapist ~ Book 3)

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Jason came again that evening. There was something in the way he looked at me as he asked after Aunt Jessy. I left to call her and turned to find him staring at me. Aunt Jessy was in her room so I announced she had a visitor and disappeared into the room. I sat on the floor beside the bed where baby was sleeping soundly. When all of a sudden the curtain flew open and he entered. Jason. I did not know what it was I said as I sprang up. It was supposed to be an exclamation. I was against the wall as he approached. I stared at my sleeping baby and back at him. he grabbed my hand and I shivered, confused.

"Relax, I'm not going to bite" he smiled.

"Hasn't Aunt Jessy come out yet? Wait I'll call her for you" I made to dash away but his grip was tight. He held me back, his eyes running me over. I wanted to escape. A look into his eyes revealed a deeply forceful man that could not take no for an answer, not from any woman.

Seeing how much I avoided his eyes, he held my face firmly to his and inched closer. I suddenly felt weak.

"Aunty Jessy" I mumbled trying to look away.

"I've seen her, now I've come to see you" he smiled as he made to kiss me.

"No!" I broke free and ran out of the room and into the sitting room. There was Aunt Jessy reclining on the sofa. She sat up instantly and observed me closely. I was in panic as I stood rooted and observed her, too lost for words. Jason came out and I cleared from the way as he went to sit beside her. I was still dazed and confused when they eyed each other conspicuously.

"What happened?" she asked.

"She rejected me" Jason replied with gusto.

Then Aunt Jessy eyed me with rage. You could imagine my predicament as I stood watching this with unsteady legs.

"Sara, it's not like you're a virgin anymore, lest you couldn't have given birth to eun-bi. Where do you think all the money I use in taking care of you has been coming from?"

Numerous thoughts were running riot in my head as tears rose to my eyes.

"Sara, if you think you'll stay with me forever then you're mistaken. You have to think of a way of making your own money! I was just trying to help." With that she ignored me and they soon forgot that I was there with the things that ensued. It was when it started getting like scenes from an adult movie that I left the room and went in. Baby was already and attempting to climb down from the beds. So I took her and sat on the bed. Then the sound of the sitting room action hit the air waves.

Gawd!

Aunt Jessy was the lousiest human being on earth. Her loud yells and moans were disturbing. I tried to shut my ears by cupping them. I prayed Baby never understood but I could not tell. I put on her cap, the one that extended to cover the ear. I had to curse Aunt Jessy to the pit of hell that day.

But I never really knew what I was into till the next morning. Jason had retired with Aunt Jessy in the night so in the wee hours of the morning, I was still half asleep when the door creaked open. I was alert enough to ask who it was though I still had sleep in my eyes. I was so tired that I drifted back to sleep. Then strong masculine hands grabbed me from the bed away from Baby. Soon I was against the wall behind a half dressed body, of hands that went to places the soon cleared the sleep from my eyes.

"No!" I screamed fighting to keep myself from being undressed. The maneuver was indeed too swift for and being fresh from sleep did not help me at all. I was almost raped. It only took a saving grace I never knew where from. It came in form of a plank erstwhile lying across the wall.it slid down and hit his shoulder just when he was nearly through. That slightest space freed my knee and I got away and I got away from his groping hands. Still he could not let me flee. He dived and caught me. That was when I screamed at the top of my voice. He was much too strong to be dealt with. I needed help. Baby was already awake and screaming at the struggle. He hit me but I never stopped screaming till Aunt Jessy in panic rushed into the room.

Aunt Jessy soon grew cold. In anger she had sent Jason away from her house but I was made to pay for it for it affected our relationship. It was like she no longer wanted me around. One day she called me and started asking me about my plans because she was not plucking the money she used in feeding me from the trees. I needed to earn because I was no longer a kid. Of course, I had been thinking of that, I quickly told her. If only I could secure a job was all I could say.

She came back days later with a man she called Dan. He was going to help me secure a job as he owned a firm in the area. I was sitting with Baby on my lap as the introduction was made. She soon came and took Baby from me and left. Dan and I needed to talk was her excuse. Soon enough the man was beside me. He announced that many girls had been on-line for the job but due to his unequivocal relationship with Aunt Jessy that I was going to get the job but that depended only if I co-operated. I was not listening. I was wearing a skirt and it was indeed the way his cold hands entered my thighs that I knew it was another expert. But I was already tired of the whole thing. I was silent. Mistaking it for consent, his hand went inside to the point where a slap was justified. It was thunderous and Aunt Jessy heard it loud and clear. She rushed in to find him carrying his cheek.

"Goodbye" was all he said to her and left.

Sorry guys, i've been MIA for a while. I wont say i was busy but my life has got me thinking what the universe plans for me are. 

I haven't figured that out yet, so expect some more MIA from me.

oh yes!

I've been thinking of opening a website where i can post my books and actually earn from it  ( I really need some funds right now) cuz Wattpad cant be trusted no more.

what do you guys think? 

good idea yeah? or not?

Also, I've decided to rewrite Book 1 and ill need all the help i can get.

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Bossnamjoon~