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purple hyacinth - chuuves

🐧🦢 genre : angst
Trigger Warnings : car collision, ptsd, blood, death, self-harm.

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"Hey, Jiwoo."

Sooyoung sat beside her ex-girlfriend and inhaled the fresh air.

"It's been so long, right? It must be so pathetic of me to just come see you after this long. Do you still hate me? I know you never really said you hated me for what I did, but you hated me a little bit, right? I know I don't come so often anymore but, I think about you every day, every time, every second, and think about what i did to you.” Sooyoung started tearing up.

“Why are you so naive, Jiwoo? I did that to you and you just said it wasn't my fault? I wish I had a chance to make everything alright. I miss you so much, Jiwoo. don't say you forgive me, okay? Because if I could turn back the time and undo what i did, I really would've."

A teardrop fell from her eyes.

"Well uhm, I guess this is it?"

Sooyoung sniffled and wiped her tears away.

"Bye, Jiwoo, I love you so much."

"And.."

Sooyoung put a bouquet of purple hyacinths
on Jiwoo's grave.

"I'm sorry.."

Sooyoung and Jiwoo got into a car accident when they were still together. Sooyoung was so stressed because of her parents wanting her to take over their business, and at that time, Jiwoo asked her to come out and have a date.

She said, "Soo, I think you should slow down?" "Sooyoung please i'm scared" "Sooyoung!" and then a truck hit sooyoung's car from the side. (passenger seat, Jiwoo's side)

Sooyoung had mild injuries as Jiwoo almost died on spot. Sooyoung still got her to the hospital but she was already coughing up blood and had many injuries.

Sooyoung kept blaming herself and sobbed over and over again "Jiwoo i'm so sorry, I should have listened."

Jiwoo caressed Sooyoung's face and wiped her tears. Jiwoo's last words were "it's not your fault." In a whispering tone.

Sooyoung got out of the cemetery and started crying.

Dhe never and was never able to forgive herself for what had happened to Jiwoo.

She thought about it all the time.

She had often tried going with Jiwoo, creating deep wounds that felt like burns through her skin. But her friend, Chaewon, would always be there to stop her.

Sooyoung was traumatized by the accident which caused her great pain as she was unable to even drive without her head hurting or the memories from the accident popping up.

"Are you gonna keep on crying? 'cause I can leave you here." Chaewon said.

"No.. please." Sooyoung sniffled.

"Then let's go." Chaewon said as she went in her car with Sooyoung following her.

"So who's your girlfriend?" Sooyoung teased.
She saw a picture of Chaewon and a long black haired girl in the cup holder.

Chaewon blushed at the thought of her and Son Hyejoo becoming girlfriends.

"Oh, shut up. I'll leave you here I swear."
Chaewon said.

"Okay, chill." Sooyoung said as she fastened her seatbelt.

The girls then drove away from the cemetery.

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Just a re-upload that I deleted a while back because I i thought It would be better as a TikTok video but didn't succeed with it. Anyways,,,,