LOONA oneshots ☾ .ᐟ

send my love - yves

🦢 genre : (maybe) heavy angst
I got the idea from watching an angsty vid.

Trigger Warnings : vulgar words and/or expletives, physical assault, slight conversations about bruises, blood.
Please read at your own risk.

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You and Sooyoung have been dating for a year and a half. Your relationship was going great until Sooyoung became possessive. Very, possesive.

When you be clingy with a friend, it would piss her off so much to the point where she would make a big deal, it turns into a big fight and suddenly she'd hurt you. Not just verbally, physically, too.

Sometimes, you'd even bleed out. You had some scars and bruises everywhere and they were all because of her. You would even have trouble hiding those brusises from everyone considering they hurt so much and covering them would make them hurt even more.

She wouldn't even apologize. She would just leave you utterly dumbfounded.
Then the next day, she would act as if she didn't do anything. As if nothing happened. She'd just treat you nicely without even apologizing for what she had done.

You didn't know if she couldn't remember or if she was just ignoring it, but this would happen a lot and you would just let it slide because she's your girlfriend.

"I don't know, Sooyoung.. Maybe you're being a little too hard on (Y/n)?" Heejin said.

"Yeah, Sooyoung. She looks a little less joyful than she was before." Jinsoul added.

"Uhm, hello?? Is nobody gonna talk about
(Y/n)'s fucking bruises?? What in the actual fuck is wrong with you, Sooyoung?” Hyeju added. No one really knows about your bruises, just your friends and Sooyoung's friends.

As Sooyoung's friends tried to discipline her, she couldn't take it anymore and just left them there.

She went near your classroom's doorway and stared at you while you listened to the teacher and took notes with that bright smile on your face. You felt calm and collected without Sooyoung around. It was normal for you now.

Sooyoung continued staring at you with a soft smile plastered on her face. Her smile then disappeared when she realized, that smile you had on your face right now, was never there when she was around or when she was the one you were with.

It hurt her. She always just thought of herself not even bothering to think of how you felt when she would hurt you.

She stood there staring at you until the class ended. You packed up all your things after the class ended.

Her sadness soon turned into jealousy and anger when she saw you and your friend Kim Hyunjin being clingy with each other. Worst of all (for her), your smile was even brighter while with Hyunjin. She went inside and dragged you out of the room.

You looked at yves in shock and turned your head to face Hyunjin. "Bye, sorry!"
Hyunjin just smiled weakly, knowing what's going to happen to her friend, again.

She dragged you to her car and opened the door to the passenger seat, signaling for you to get in.

You went inside and leaned your head the window. You sighed, knowing what's gonna happen next.

The whole ride was quiet, you could feel Sooyoung's anger that filled the car.

You guys then arrived at her house. She pushed you inside your shared room closed the door.

She pinned you to the wall and you two soon started arguing and screaming at each other.

Sooyoung lost it and slapped you in the face.

You started tearing up but kept your face down so that she wouldn't see.

You looked her straight in the eyes with tears slowly running down your cheeks. "Do it again, I dare you." You looked at her angrily and sniffled.

She was about to hit you again but she stopped when she saw you get scared and covered your head.

A feeling of guilt immediately rushed through her body as she instead, angrily hit the wall behind you, repeatedly. She was so mad at herself for only realizing now, how badly she treated you.

She hit the wall until her knuckles started to bleed. She brought you in for a hug. She hugged you tightly. "I'm sorry.."

You sobbed as Sooyoung screamed out in pain. All of the bruises on you, you crying, her being obsessive. She realized it was all too much.

"I can't do this anymore.. I'm sorry, Sooyoung."

"What do you mean?" She looked at you sadly while holding both of your hands.

"Let's break up.."

Yves started panicking and felt even sadder.
"(Y/n) please.. I regret what I did." She sniffled.
"I still love you. I love you so much.. I promise i'
I'll be better from now on." She cried, falling down to her knees. She caressed both of you hands as she begged you to say.

You sighed and cried even more. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Sooyoung. But.. I'm scared. I get scared of  being around other people, afraid you might do something to me again. I get scared of you, even just by looking at you. I even thought of ending things as a whole, even my life. All because of the way you treated me.” You explained to her as she sobbed.

“I can tell that you'll love your next someone truly because of how you're feeling right now. Please remember how i loved you and love your next the way i did with you..” You held her hands.

“Send my love to your new lover." You let go of her hands and walked out the door.

“No.. (Y/n). No, please.” She cried and continued to sob on her knees.