HER IDENTITY Chapter One

Episode 32

Welcome back

Continuation of the previous scene ...

Kabir : Okk take care ... Chalta hoon ... Koi bhi dikkat ho bass ek call kar dena ...

Riddhima : I will ... Aap bhi dhyan rakhna khud ka bhi sab ke sath sath ...
Or ha uss chudail se dur rehna ...

Kabir : Tum nahi sudhrogi ...

Riddhima : Never ever ... 😁 Aagar aapne engagement ke din wo agreement nahi kiya hota to main usse kab ka nikal chuki thi or .... Aapki shaadi m...

Kabir didn't let her complete ...

Kabir : Basss basss meri bullet train ... Stop ... Oyee ... I love you ... ( Riddhima immediately hugs Kabir , unknowingly some tear drops fall from her eyes ... )

Waiittt are you crying ? Heyyy ... ( Kabir bents to her level ) look at me ... Look at me Princess ...

Riddhima : I lo.. love you so... Much .... 😭 But please don't leave me .... I will die .... Please ...

Kabir hugged her and started stroking her hair gently ...

Kabir : Don't cry Princess ... You know what , you are the strongest person I have ever been come through ... Everything will be okay ... Please don't cry ...

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So ..... It's a extremely tiny episodic clip ... I just don't wanted screw your mind with the further notice ... The scene in the previous episode I left unfinished .. so I did ...

Okay sooo ... I have some sincere readers who just not only understands my situation but also they sometimes helps me with so many things ... It's been a great journey with you all . It helped me not just psychologically but also this journey helped me to grow as a person . I have had been went through a lot . This story may be just a story in your reading list , but for me , it has become my psychological medicine ... 2 years ago I discovered that I am in depression ( though it's been so many years ) but I never had any suicidal thoughts , when I was in 8th standard I tried to finish myself , but the realisation of being fallen in love stopped me , I wanted to live for him . 4 years later he left me , then it took me 3 damn years to move on , but those 3 yrs were the most horrific . I just didn't wanted to live ... That time I needed my family support but they just ignored the fact that why am I behaving odd . That ignorance made the situation more worsen . After the death of Sushant , I tried to think about my situation , as there were talks about depression ... In a few days , I found that my heart , my situation is leading me only to my end ... That time I wanted to be IS officer as my mum wanted , but I realised that there's no happiness . I was preparing just because my mum wanted , though there was so many reasons behind "it " which are extremely personal , so just skip that . I realised that I should fight . In those 3 yrs I became a mentally vagabond . Now after realisation , all I wanted is to be at peace ✌️ . I started writing , and I failed miserably , then I started watching YRHPK , thought it's a serial but it helped me alot , I started paining ... This year , again I started writing , and I got you ... Gradually I started interacting more with people , friends , trying to mingle with my family ... I won't say I am fully recovered but 70% ... Now I want live for my dreams , and I know my dreams won't gonna let me fall ... If you feel depressed then do the things you love , it can be anything . The God is there to take us with him on right time , why are you in a hurry to accompany him . Quitting is not an option , never . And I know one day I will win too ...

I think I made you bored with my not so interesting story ... I'm extremely sorry for that ... I just let my emotions flow ... ❤️

Now coming to the notice ...
I am going put a hold on this story . I had my internals last week . Now I to prepare for the externals , which may going to by end of December or by the starting of Jan . So I need to go through with my notes . Hope you understand . Many of you wanted regular updates , I'm extremely sorry to them . I just can't help it . The story will resume after my exams ...
And I have a small surprise for you ... There's a little OS I'm writing ... I will update that on may be next week ...
I will also add the link over here too ... I hope will shower love to that ... #fingerscrossed

See you soon .... ❤️

And yess keep thinking about why Riddhima is crying ???