I Do..I Dont

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"Oh my gosh I'm so excited Marlee'!!! Tomorrow is the day, aren't you excited ?!"
"Yeah, yeah of course I am .."
I lied...
"I just never knew that things would move so fast with us , maybe it's meant to be ...would you like some wine ?"
My bestfriend was getting married tomorrow, I was happy but at the same time ... I was hurt. We've been bestfriends since middle school, an I fell in love with her since then. She never knew but she was the first girl I've ever had a crush on , the only thing is... She's not into women.
"I wonder how Johnny is going to look in his tuxedo.."
She handed me the glass of red wine and sat next to me. I took a sip and looked away into the fireplace...
"Ummm I think he'll look stunning!" I said ..
" yesss I just hope his ass doesn't get it dirty before walking down the aisle." She started laughing and picked up the remote to flick through the channels.
" are you nervous?" I asked ..
" ummm yeah , it's just a big decision you know?.. I feel like this is the biggest choice I've made so far.... I'm really glad that you're going to be there though it means a lot to me .
She put her hand on my face and gave me the puppy eyes.
." I can't believe we've been bestfriends for this long !!!" She shouted.
I put my head down and said
"Yeah..."
"Marlee what's wrong ?"
"Nothing .. I'm just... I don't feel good.."
" you're lying, tell me .."
"Nothing I think it was those chocolate chip cookies you made earlier .."
She shoved my shoulder .." Oh my gosh I tried okay!!!"
We both started laughing while sipping our wine ..
"No but Forreal mar.. Tell me ?"
I took a deep breath
" you know , it's really nothing ok?"
"Marlee we promised to always tell each other how we felt , no matter how hard it was .."
" no way !!! You can't use that against me ." I Said
"You're the one that made it up right?"
I looked at her and rolled my eyes ..
"Okay , you really want to know?"
"Yes !!"
She reached for kitten and held onto it while petting it's fur..
My hands began to shake , I never told her how I felt about her .
"Well??" She said
"I just... I was .. Well I am .. Umm I'm in love with you .. And you're the first girl I've ever had a crush on.. I know I'm late and I should've told you bu..."
"Marlee .. Stop.. "
She got up and walked to the kitchen and I got up and followed behind her .
" Jada you asked me to tell you and this is how I feel man !!"
" Marlee I'm about to get married tomorrow !!! And you decide to tell me now !!!??? Just get out .."
"Are you serious right now ?!"
I yelled
"Get out !!!"
"Jada I never meant to keep this from you , you're not even into females and I didn..."
"How do you know if I was into females or not ?!"
"YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND !!!!"
"You never even ASKED ME!!!! Marlee I liked you too !!! You was the first girl I liked but I thought you wanted to keep it on a friendly level!!"
I stood across from her leaning against the counter . She started to cry and all I could do was feel like shit.
"Jada I'm sorry man, I didn't know.."
"Can you just leave please ?"
She asked ..
" but Jada.. Im..you know what ,alright fine."
I walked back into the living room , I sat my glass on the coffee table , grabbed my keys and my jacket and stormed out of the door.
I got close to the exist and that's when..
"MARLEE!!!!!"
I turned around and jada was running down the hallway towards me.
" Marlee I just , I don't know what to do and I'm so scared , I just wish you would've ..."
I grabbed her face and interrupted her words with a kiss.
Her hands rested against mine and we continued to drown each other with passionate kisses.
She pulled my jacket ,leading the way back to her condo..
No words were said from that point on.
We got back inside and I closed the door with the back of my foot.
She pushed me against the door without missing a kiss from lips,
She stripped me from my jacket and I stripped her from her tank top.
We continued our way to the couch while plunging our tongues In each other's mouths.
I kicked my shoes off trying my best to catch up with her as we were moving to the living room, we crashed to together on the couch while still leaving our lips untouched.
She got on top of me , and began to kiss my neck pulling my collar down to reveal my chest.
She rolled her tongue from the front my chest to the back of my ear.
I reached for her ass and I gripped it firmly while feeling every sensation from her wet tongue .
All she had on was just black boy shorts... That was it .
She sat up on my lap and helped me take my shirt off .
I laid back down and she started sucking on my neck .
She left hickey trails down from the back my ear all the way to both of my breasts.
I sat up and she pushed my face against her chest.
I heard her heart skip beats but at the same time it was racing..
I stuck my hand underneath her body and pulled her panties to the side to stick my fingers inside of her wet pussy.
I looked up at her as I was going in slow and deep.
She dug her nails into my neck and continued to holdon to me tighter.
She moved her body up and down on my fingers ,and I wrapped my arm around her body.
Her juices was sliding off of my wrist onto the couch.
She was breathing heavy, without saying a word.
"I wanna taste you ... " I said .
Without hesitation she pulled me by my hair and kissed me ..
" do you really ?" She moaned
I wrapped my arms around her body, stood up and laid her on the floor softly .
She spreaded her legs wide as ever and began to rub her clit.
I kissed her thighs and licked around her pussy lips.
I proceeded to tongue fuck her pussy.
Her house phone started to ring but she ignored it .
We body was moving left and right to the rotations of my tongue.
The phone went to voicemail and it was we fiancé
" hey honey , just calling to let you know I've made it into town, I'm so excited about our day tomorrow ... Gossh we're finally getting married.
Well imma get some rest , you're probably sleeping . I'll call you in the morning I love you ."
*beep*

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