"My mom will trip if I don't come home tonight."
"So it's Friday night, she should be cool with it , if she asks why just tell her my sister is too drunk to drive or something ."
I shook my head and folded my arms.
"My mom is crazy icy."
She laughed and said
"Just give it a shot, imma go get Miranda okay?"
"Alright fine ."
I took my phone out of my pocket and dialed my moms number.
"Hello?"
"Hello? MarLee why did you call it's only midnight .."
"Sorry mom , I just wanted to see if I can stay the night with icy."
"I told you to come home , what part of that did you not understand?"
"Mom please ?"
"Why do you want to stay the night there for ?"
"Her sister wants to take us out for breakfast in the morning and I thought that would be okay , but I wanted to ask you first."
My mom stayed silent for a minute..
"Alright mar, I guess that's fine , but are you okay? You sound like you're sad."
"Yeah mom im fine , just tired."
"How's the party?"
"It's okay , just ready to lay down."
"Well alright, I got stuff to do in the morning , just make sure you call me some time during day , do
You have a ride home ?"
"Yeah Icy's sister will take me home once we're done."
"Alright now, you better be safe out there . What time yall going to her house ?"
"Right now ."
"Okay , I'm about to get in this bed. Im glad you had fun."
"Yeah...... Me too."
"Alright hunny goodnight and love you."
"Love you too mom."
Wow that was easy , usually she would trip about me staying with people she doesn't know but I guess she was in a good mood.
I sat up against the jeep and stared at the stars... Attempting to count them while trying to get that shit with shanzi and darius out of my mind.
It didn't work but I still tried..
Miranda and icy came back to the jeep and unlocked the doors.
I hopped inside of the truck and so did icy and her sister.
"Wheeeew well what do you guys want to do ?"
Miranda asked.
Icy turned around and asked
"Did you call your mom and ask?"
"Yeah she said it was fine ."
Icy smiled and asked her sister if It was okay if I could stay the night."
"Yall two ain't slick , yall trying to be freaky in my house and shit."
"Miranda? Seriously."
"Hahaha girl you know im playing, yes MarLee you can stay the night , are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine ."
Miranda dug inside of her purse in search of her newports.
"You know that shanzi bitch ain't shit, she really do need her ass beat, like seriously MarLee you're such a pretty girl. She ain't got nothing on you hun."
"I've been trying to tell her that for the longest ."
Icy mentioned..
"Babygirl you don't need darius neither , he's a dog."
I shook my head and asked
"Can we just please stop talking about it ?"
"Im sorry yeah we can, I guess we're going to my house ?"
"Yes start the car nigga!"
"Icy don't get embarrassed up in here."
Miranda started up the car and began to pull of from the side of the road.
She was creeping slow cause there were other teens in the street.
*Honk*
*hoooooonk*
"Get yall ugly asses out the way !
Don't touch my car unless your ass trying to get me a new one !"
*honk*
*hoooonk*
The teens moved out of the way from avoiding Miranda's road rage.
"Hey ! Hey ! "
Shanzi waved at Miranda before we took off down the road.
Icy rolled her window down and said
"What?"
"Where's MarLee , I want to talk to her."
Icy pointed in the back seat and Miranda began to roll my window by pushing the button .
Once the widow was completely down shanzi said
"MarLee im really sorry okay? I didn't mean for it to be this way."
I continued to look straight ahead , with out showing any remorse.
"Mar?"
"Shanzi just leave me alone okay"
"No , I didn't mean to.."
"Okay so we Finna go, im not trying to hear this lying ass bitch apologize."
Miranda stepped on the gas and we took off down the road.
I stuck my head out of the window to see shanzi just standing there helpless.
Icy turned up the volume and asked her sister if she could light another blunt.
"Yeah sure , how many blunts we got?"
"We got three more ."
"Yeah that's cool, we can light up some more when we get home."
"Mar Finna be a stoner fuckin with us."
"Shit she needs it ."
The ride home seemed a bit long, I guess until I took a few hits from the blunts icy passed to me."
I rested my head on the seat and vibed to the chill music that was flowing beautifully in my ears.
"Mar?....... MarLee'?"
"Huh?"
"Wake up we're here."
I didn't even realize that I fell asleep that's how good the high was ...... And I was still high.
"You tired ?"
"Yeah just a little..."
Icy hopped out of the truck and opened my door..
"Here let me help you."
"Im fine I can walk."
"I don't care I want you to be comfortable."
I put one foot on the ground and her strong ass decided to pick me up, and carry me to the door.
Not going to lie , I don't think I was able to walk anyways.
"Fuck how the hell did I lose my keys?"
Icy walked up towards the porch with me in her arms.
"Sis you just had them.."
"I know , I know..... Ooh found them."
Miranda shuffled through her sets of keys to get to her house key.
She finally unlocked the door and two of her Yorkies greeted us.
"Hey babies! You missed my mommy?"
Miranda crouched down to give her doggies kisses while icy carried me up to her room.
The house was really chill honestly , It was a nice condo, sorta like a studio almost. Really hard to explain, but was indeed nice.
"Alright can you stand up?"
I giggled a little ..
"yes im fine icy, I could've walked."
"Yeah im sorry I just..... I... Well fuck it here's my room."
She opened the door and cut on the lights.
Her room was dope as fuck.
Her carpet was actually a football field and her bed was shaped like a football.
She had posters of different team members of the nfl and she had other posters of her favorite music artists.
"Do you listen to Lyfe Harris?"
I asked .
"Yeah ? How'd you ... Oh the poster gave it away ."
"Yeah it kind of did."
I was standing by the door watching her kick her shoes in the closet.
"Here come in and make yourself comfortable."
I walked inside of her room and sat on her bed, which was extremely soft.
"How come you like football so much?"
"My dad played for the Carolina Panthers when I was three."
"Wow really?!"
"Yeah he was the wide receiver."
"Does he still play?"
She looked at me and shook her head no.
"Oh well , that's really cool that he played, do you have any brothers or sisters?"
"Just me and Miranda, my sister is a makeup artist for known musicians as well as models."
"Wow Miranda?"
"Yeah hard to tell Huh?"
"Kind of she's really cool."
"Yeah it took a while to get to where we're at, with out my sister I'd probably be in foster care."
I looked at her with confusion.
"Umm well since you don't have a change of clothes you can where one of my white Tshirts if you want?"
"Yeah that's fine."
She smiled and said okay.
She walked over to her dresser and started digging through the top drawer.
I laid back on her bed, decided to kick my shoes off and relax.
"Here you go."
She stood in front of me and fluffed out the shirt.
"This shouldn't be too big for you."
I stood up and she handed me the shirt , with out hesitation I started taking off my clothes without even realizing she was still there.
I turned my back towards her but I could still feel her eyes watching me.
I pulled my shirt from above my head and replaced with the one she gave me.
Once the shirt got past my boobs she's said
"Wow..."
I turned around and said
"What?"
"You're so tiny."
"Yeah I know , I get that a lot."
"I bet."
"Your ass is huge though."
"That's cause I'm Samoan , my family is Hawaiian and Asian."
"Wow that's crazy."
"Yeah it is , it's mostly on my moms side though."
Oh yeah ? Where is she ?"
She stood there and ignored my question.
"Are you hungry?"
"Umm a little I guess."
"Yeah me too, we got some pizza if you care to have a slice."
"Yeah that's fine."
"Alright cool."
She walked out of the room and her sister Miranda came in with another blunt.
She sat on the bed and asked if I was okay.
"MarLee girl , come talk."
I sat next to her and she handed me the blunt.
"Do you like girls?"
I started coughing and attempted to answer while struggling.
*cough*
*cough*
"I ... I don't .."
*cough*
*cough*
"Ahhh I figured well, don't force yourself into anything. I mean I support my baby sister with her choices.
I cleared my throat and handed her the blunt.
"It's just I don't know , it's .."
"Confusing?"
She said
"Yeah it is.. I really don't know right now."
"Well to make you feel any better , my first experience with a girl was fun, she wasn't like my sister she was a fem."
"A fem?"
"Yeah, you got studs which is icy, stems which are the half girly girls and tomboys and you got fems , which are the girly girls .. Like me ."
"I didn't know there were different ones."
"Yeah there are and you got the no labels, but what im saying is I enjoyed being with a girl because it's no different than being with a guy, only thing is girls understand girls needs better than guys, you get it?"
I nodded my head yes.
"Now what happened tonight was horrible and im sorry you had to go through that, have you ever dated a guy?"
"Yeah I did, they were just jerks..."
"Are you a virgin?"
I glanced at her and nodded my head yes.
"Aww no need to feel ashamed , you're lucky to still be one... I got raped a while ago back in the same HighSchool you and my sister go to."
"What?"
"Yeah we've been through a lot man, but I just want to tell you don't carry a burden in your heart thinking that all guys are the same okay?"
"But it's like every time I try to talk to one they're not into me."
"sweetie that's cause you don't look like half of these fast as females, girls give theirselves out... You don't, and you still got some growing to do."
"Yeah I know."
"Just if you ever do decide to try being with a girl don't use the same excuse like the rest of these lesbians do and I mean saying oh I turned gay because a guy hurt me... Don't be like that. Just simply say because you like girls, guys shouldn't make you run from them because a girl can break your heart as well."
"Oh lord my sister in here preaching to you."
"Icy shut up , im just trying to give her some tips real quick."
"Here's your pizza the plate is hot."
Icy walked inside of the room and handed me the plate with two slices of pepperoni pizza on it.
"Thankyou."
"well I guess I'll let you two be .."
"Naw nigga let me hit that blunt.."
"Oh hell just take the shit im tired anyways, I'll see you guys in the morning. Smile MarLee'..."
A gave her a soft smile and her sister waved her fingers while closing the door behind her.
Icy sat next to me and started taking off her clothes.
I took a bite of the pizza and fell in love with the first bite.
"Mmmmm I was so hungry."
"Haha yeah, is it good?"
"Hell yeah , you want a bite ?"
"No Thankyou im allergic to pepperoni."
"Oh no im sorry."
"It's all good, you wanna hit the blunt."
"Yeah sure."
I chewed the rest of my food and sat the plate to the side.
I took the blunt from her hand and hit while watching her change clothes.
She had a very sexy body, mind you she was built and thick at the same time.
She cut off the lights in her closet and pulled the covers back from her bed.
"You don't mind sleeping with me right?"
"Yeah that's fine."
"Okay cool."
She clapped her hands twice and her lights went from regular to red.
"Wow your room looks so dope ."
She had glowing stars all over her ceiling , and music started to play from the surround sound speakers that were built in the corners of her room.
"Yeah , thanks my sisters boyfriend kind of built this room, are you finished with the blunt?"
I took my last few hits and said yes
"There's a ashtray over there on my windowsill."
I stood up, walked over to her window, pulled the curtains to the side and ashed the blunt out.
"Man I swear I'm so high right now."
"Yeah we were smoking on some King Kong Kush."
"Damn I defiantly feel like him right now."
She laughed and said
"come ....lay down ."
I walked slowly over to the bed and she scooted over to make room.
I got inside and had my back turned towards her.
"Have you ever been held before ?"
"Um... Uh .. No."
"Do you mind if I..."
She scooted closer to me and wrapped her arms around me.
I was so nervous, I was really hoping that she wouldn't feel my heart beat beating extremely fast.
"Relax , im not going to try anything that you wouldn't want."
"Im alright icy , I just never felt so.... Safe."
I pushed her arm away and turned towards her.
She stared into my eyes and started smiling .
"What? Why are you smiling?"
"I just really like your eyes... You're so pretty."
I fought the urge to not smile but i couldn't resist , her words melted me like chocolate.
"You're always saying sweet stuff to me."
"Is that something im not supposed to do?"
"No it's just , something im not ..."
"Used to?"
"Yeah.."
"We'll get used to it ...."
I felt her hands rub all over my body underneath the shirt she let me sleep in.
I didn't have anything under just some boy shorts ..
"MarLee I really do like you, and I hope that you give me a chance ."
"A chance for what?"
"A chance for me to show that I mean every word."
"How are you going to show me?"
"Like this...."
She touched my face softly and kissed my lips gently.
No tongue was involved just yet until our bodies began to create some type of mutual chemistry.
She pulled her hair out of her messy bun and all of her curls began to fall down her shoulders.
She got on top of me and said
"Are you afraid ?"
She kissed my forehead, made her way down to my lips and towards the right side of my neck.
My hands made its way to the top of her shoulders and I began to hold on to her while I felt her wet tongue trail down to my chest.
"Mmmm......no... Im not afraid."
She lifted up her head and smiled ..
She went back to kissing and nibbling near my earlobe.
This drove me insane ...
The music that was playing in the air certainly put the mood into play.
She went down lower till she got to my stomach. She began to kiss me and bite softly amongst my skin leaving hickies just about everywhere. She pulled my shirt up to reveal my black and grey sports bra.
I sat up and helped her by just taking off my shirt. I don't know how but I gained the courage to grab her face and force my tongue inside of her mouth.
She pulled my sports bra up and started sucking on my hard nipples.
I bit my bottom lip as I was playing in her hair.
My body felt so warm, I could feel the moistness drip between my legs.
She took her time on each breast and twirled her tongue on each nipple.
I've never felt so good in my life, and mind you this was my first time having sex.
She scooted down underneath the sheets and pulled me by my ankles just so that I could lay down.
She kissed my thighs slowly , and took her time with her tongue while making its way up towards my pussy.
She teased me by rubbing my clit through my silk underwear.
The wetter I got the more the material took affect over my clit.
She pulled them from away from my lips and kissed my clit with out hesitation.
My body jumped as I gripped her sheets , releasing a slight moan ... Letting her know that she was indeed doing her job.
She pulled my underwear down to my ankles and I kicked them off into the floor.
She scooted back up and kissed my lips once more while sucking on my bottom lip.
"I want you.... I want to taste every drop of you."
I held on to her face , while moving back and forth on her fingers.
She watched me as my body gave into her deadly , soft touch.
She felt me drip on her fingers and she quickly put them in her mouth.
I bit my bottom lip again as I watched her slowly take them out.
I have never seen anything so freaky like this...
"Turn around.."
She said..
And I did exactly what she wanted me to do.
I laid on my stomach and turned my head to see what she was trying to do. She spreaded my legs wide apart and all of a sudden I felt her warm tongue slide inside of my wet pussy.
I started moving my body up and down like the waves at a beach.
She wrapped her arms underneath my thighs so that I wouldn't escape from her.
She used my cum and her saliva to create lube and this made my body freeze up.
I could feel her tongue move in all kinds of directions on my pussy.
She took her time with me and this made me think twice about who the fuck I was.
My body moved up and down on her face and she stayed still while I grinded slowly on her tongue.
She then stuck one finger inside of me. She knew I was a virgin so she didn't force it, she just went with the flow.
My pussy was so wet that her fingers slid in perfectly... She went in and out .. Then she went and deep.
I dug my nails into her sheets trying my best not to moan. She pulled out her finger then stuck two inside. She moved them up and down inside of me really fast and this made me main loud.
I buried my face in her pillows while letting her take control of me.
She kissed the back of my thighs as well ass my ass cheeks.
She was so freaky it really drove my mind out of the park.
She pulled the covers back because it got so hot and she couldn't breathe.
She noticed I was trying to pull away so she pulled me closer and when she did that her fingers went deeper.
She pulled them out slowly and went up and down on my pussy, playing with my juices admiring the sweet taste that took over her taste buds.
She then laid on her back and said
"Sit up.."
For some reason she brought out the sexy in me...
I arched my back and slowly sat up , I looked at her in the corner of my eye and said
"Yes daddy.."
This too shocked the both of us... I have never said anything like it.
She pushed my body up as she slid underneath me. Then she pulled me down and made me rest easily on her lips.
She stuck her wet tongue out and I began to lean back on my hands and grind on her face.
I rode her tongue so well that I almost forgot that I could've drowned her ass.
I was so wet, I was so fucking horny.. I was feeling so good because of her.
Her hands was caressing my back and she was also gripping my ass while I was moving in circles.
She slurped on my clit and sucked on my pussy lips.
"Mmmm.... Mmmm... "
I took a peak at her and her eyes were closed. She moved her hands from my back towards my breasts and began to pinch and pull on my nipples.
I don't know how many times I cummed but I managed to keep up with her.
For some odd reason I became bold..
I stopped grinding on her tongue and made it my business to turn around.
"what are you doing?"
She asked..
"I want to try pleasing you too."
"You ever gave head before ?"
"No but im going to."
I arched my back so she could see my pussy as I pulled her boxers down to her knees.
She had a pretty pussy and it was fat as fuck .
I leaned forward so that I could pull her boxers down to her ankles.. And she said
"MarLee you don't have to... Do... This..."
I was already on a mission to devour her sweet pussy in my mouth. I scooted a little back on her face and she continued to stuff her tongue inside of me.
I had no idea what she was doing so I followed every movement that I felt against my pussy.
Her tongue went right and so did mine.
Her tongue went left and so did mine.
I thought since pussy had lips then maybe I should treat it like lips.
I began to French kiss her pussy while sucking on her clit to the best of my ability.
I could feel the vibrations of moans against my pussy, this turned me on.
I lifted my head and started rubbing her clit really fast with my two fingers the index and middle. I didn't stop until I felt like I was doing something right.
Her legs began to shake and so did mine.
"Mmm fuck MarLee... This shit feels so good."
"Mmm... You taste good daddy.."
"Mmm so do you .."
I stuck my fingers in my mouth, cleaned her juices off , and went back to wiggling my tongue over her clit...
I have no idea how long we've been fucking but it was all night.
The moon shined through the creases of her blinds ..making its way into the room. Sex was in the air and danced with the music so well.
I moved my body up and down to the beat on her tongue.
I bit her inner thighs , as well as leaving hickies ...
This was the first girl I actually gave myself to ... This was the best feeling I could possibly ever feel..
This was the best night I would never forget .. This was the night I could actually say IfOnlyItWasTrue...