"Everything is going to be fine, whatever the results are we have to stay positive... Okay?"
It was just about to be noon and Lorde' and I have been sitting in the hospital waiting room for about a hour. She was nervous... And scared so I wanted to be there to comfort her.
"This is just too much to handle."
Lorde' whispered...
I grabbed her hands and kissed them softly, multiple times while looking at the clock..
"Be strong , if you can't do that I'll be strong for the both of us..."
She touched my face and kissed my lips...
"Oh look the nurse is here.."
I turned around to see the murse flipping through her clipboard.
She grabbed my hands and began to squeeze tighter..
"MarLee' what if ..."
"What if what?... Stay positive okay."
"Ahhh Ms.Lorde' ?" The nurse said..
She jumped up while holding her purse ..
"That's me.."
"Oh great are you ready for your appointment?"
She turned around and kneeled to me and said..
"I'll go by myself.."
"Are you sure?" I asked..
She nodded her head yes and I stood up and kissed her forehead.
"We'll be back shortly." The nurse said while smiling ...
Lorde' hugged me and left the waiting room with the doctor.
"How's your day Ms.Lorde', it's pretty outside don't you think?"
The nurse asked..
She stared at the floor as they walked..
"My day is okay, just nervous for
The results."
"No need to be, God is watching over us and I'm sure he's watching over you."
She looked at the nurse and swallowed her spit..
"This way hun."
*Knock*
*knock*
"Dr.Tracy you have a patient here to see you, Ms.Lorde'"...
"The Doctor took off his glasses and said
"Yes , yes come in and have a seat will you."
Lorde' walked inside of his
Office and sat in front of
The desk.
The nurse quietly closed the door and the Doctor went into his files.
Lorde' looked around the office and started shaking in her seat ...
"God please just , keep me covered lord.. That's all I ask from you, no matter what it is .. Please guide me to happiness.."
"Okay ! I have your results and it says here that you do indeed have leukemia."
Lorde' face went from a smile to a frown..
"There are ways of treating this Ms.Lorde' we have chemotherapy, radiation therapy, as well as induction therapy, now this is not a easy process to go through , you will have to keep yourself going and stay positive everyday. If you stress and lack motivation then this disease could get worse."
She sat there in silence trying her best to fight back tears..
"Ms.Lorde'?"
She quickly wiped the tear that was about to fall down her cheek..
"Yes, I'm sorry .. This is just a lot to take in."
"I understand , you're not alone sweetheart, but you have to promise me that you will keep your head up during this tragic time."
Her tears won the battle and began to flow down her cheeks. She sniffled and took a deep breath and said
"Okay."
Time was passing and my heart was racing I couldn't help but to look back and forth at the door to see my baby come down the hall.
"You know when I was your age, my wife and I used to dance to the sweet sound of jazz."
"I looked to the left and the old man was starring me and smiling.
"You kids don't know anything about real music until you listen to the good ol'blues, it reminds me of my wife.."
"Yeah, my grampa always listened to jazz."
"Then he's a good man, was that your wife that just left with the nurse?" He asked..
"She's my girlfriend, we've been dating for three years now."
"Three years.. My , my .. I was married to my wife for fifty five years. I'm surprised she even stuck with me for so long. That woman loved me to death and I couldn't see that until one day I got injured in war. I lost my arm and both of my legs. Talk about somebody working hard to keep food on the table, she did it all.
You know today's generation don't know anything about love until they find theirselves In a sticky situation... Always love your significant other, you'll never know what would happen, And never leave their side ... Ever."
The old man put his headphones on and tapped his fingers on his lap.
"Mr.walker you're next.."
The nurse walked over to the old man and his wheelchair and pushed him slowly towards the exit.
"Ooooh let the birds sing, let the biiirds sing, we all will rise when freedom rings."
"Singing again Mr.Walker?"
The nurse asked..
"You know it darling!"
They both headed down to the double doors and disappeared..
I looked at clock that was ticking on the wall..
"Come on babe.."
I mumbled...
A few minutes passed and she walked inside of the waiting room.
I jumped up, grabbed her and kissed her ..
"How was it ?"
She looked at me with the saddest eyes.
I kissed her forehead softly and said
"Don't worry about it come on we'll talk about it over some lunch at Red Robins.."
I grabbed her hand and we headed to the hallway.
We got to the car and I opened her door first then ran to the other side of the car.
I got inside, closed the door and glanced at her ....she was still silent.
She put her seat belt on and looked out of the window without saying a word.
I turned the car on, pulled out of the parking lot and headed to the restaurant.
The drive wasn't too long it was only twenty minutes, but since it was silence it seemed longer.
"Do you just want to get to go baby?" I asked...
She wiped her face and said
"I'm not hungry.."
"But you have to eat something .."
I drove to the drive way and ordered to-go.
"Yes can I have two double cheeseburgers one with bacon and the other with pickles.. Extra fries as well."
"What drink?"
"Two sweet teas please."
"Will that be all for you today?"
"Yes."
"Your total is $16.56 please pull up to the second window."
I looked over at Lorde' and reached for her hand..
I could tell something was wrong but she wouldn't tell me .
I got our food and headed straight home, so I could comfort her.
We pulled into the drive way and she immediately got out of the car.
I grabbed the food , drinks and headed up the porch.
She had already opened the door so I pushed the door open with my foot.
"Babe are you going to eat?" I shouted..
No answer..
I sat the food, keys, and drinks on the counter and went to our bedroom..
"Baby?"
I stood by the door and watched her get undress..
All I could hear was her sniffing..
I walked up behind her and hugged her. I kissed the back of her shoulder and neck..
"Baby talk to me."
"The doctor said I have cancer, and I don't know what to think right now."
I turned her around and kissed her cheek.
"Baby, relax... You're a fighter ."
"I know but this is so scary MarLee' what if I don't make I don't make it .. What if I die and.."
I placed my finger on her lips and said
"Stop, stop... Stop thinking so negative I'm not going to let you fall, I'm going to be here and fight with you."
She cried harder on my chest and held her tight.
"Come on, let's take a shower.."
I took off all of my clothes and we both went into the bathroom.
She turned on the water and the mirrors began to fog up.
We both went inside together and I held her while the water flowed over our heads.
I could tell she was still crying because she was sniffling.
Her back was facing towards me, so I held on to her while resting my head on her shoulders...
"Shhhhh... Don't cry.." I said.
She turned around and kissed me while holding my face.
Our lips made poetry for words could not create.
I wanted her to forget about all of this .... I wanted her to know that she want alone.
I placed her arms on my shoulders and pulled her close to my body.
The water got hot but it didn't seem to bother us.
We kissed harder and things got rougher
Her hands went from my neck to my hair as mine went from her waist to her thighs.
She held on to the bar as I pushed her body up against the glass door.
I stuck my fingers inside of her and she began to let out a soft moan.
She started breathing heavy in my ear as I went in and out.
The water rushed down our bodies and made it difficult for me to grip her thighs. She held on to my neck and the bar and pushed herself deeper on to my fingers.
Lorde' was pretty short about 5'2 ... She was in college for culinary and she did weight training on the side.
Her body was fit and she was a health freak. She had a better six pack than me at least and she was so sexy. Her is long , it can down to the middle of back kind of and she was from the Caribbeans...
"I love you .." She whispered..
Water drops flowed from her lips as she moved her head side to side
In the water..
I pushed my fingers deeper into her making her suffer with every inch.
She dug her nails into my wrists and begged me to never stop. I pulled her close to me , slid the glass door open and picked her up.
She wrapped her legs around my waist and kissed me all the way to the bed.
I pushed the covers to the side and laid her on the silk sheets..
I grabbed the strap from the drawer in the nightstand , and hurried to put it on.
"Baby I love you too.. Just promise me you'll be strong."
I got on top of her and rubbed the strap up and down against her clit.
"Let me make you feel better.." I whispered .
I slid the tip inside and slowly pushed myself inside of her. I rested my body on top of hers and she held on to me while I stroked her.
I fucked her rough and hard making her forget everything.
She screamed and called out my name... Turning me on even more.
I kissed her neck and rolled my tongue up by her ear...
"Take it baby.."
"Mmm...mmm... Ooooh give it to me daddy., don't fucking stop." I sat up and pushed her legs back and pounded her pussy harder. Her juices started sliding down to the sheets as I stroked her pussy with all of me.
"Turn around .." I said ..
"Make me.."
I took the strap and wiped my forehead...
"Make you Huh?"
She bit the tip of her finger nail and said
"Yeah......... Okay, okay I'm playing."
She smiled, got on all fours and arched her back.
I got underneath her and told her to
"Sit on my face and ride this tongue."
I grabbed her thighs and she began to grind on my face.
I slurped as she moved up and down against my tongue.
She held on to the headboard and started moaning louder than ever.
I held her body down on my face so she wouldn't escape.. And I stuck my tongue inside of her.
She bounced up and down and said
"I...I'm about to ... Cuuuum."
I pushed her up and got behind her.
She looked back at me ..
"Marlee!!!!! Ughhh what are you ..."
I pushed her face in the pillows and said
"Shutup... This my pussy."
She laughed in the pillows and I shoved my strap inside of her.
She poked her ass in the air and screamed .... Look who's laughing now.
I smacked her ass and left hand prints every where on each cheek.
"Fuck!!!!!!" She screamed
I gripped her hips and made her take this dick . She couldn't run anywhere cause she didn't have the energy to.
All she could do was moan and cry out for me to stop.
"Mmmm please, daddy I'm sorry , I'll be a good girl."
I smacked her ass
"Are you going to stay positive?" I asked
I stroked her wet, tight pussy even more ..
"Yes !!! Mmmm... Fucking yes!!!"
Her pussy dripped down my thigh as I pulled the strap in and out .
I teased her with each inch..
Her body gave up on strength and collapsed on the bed . I pulled the strap out and said
"You tapped out?"
She picked up a pillow and threw it at me
"Shutup!!! And hold me."
I smiled and pulled the cover over us and laid next to her. She turned her back towards me and pushed her body closer to mine.
"You always know how to make me happy in some way.."
I played in her hair , kissed her neck and said
"That's my job baby... I told you I got you."
She thought she was slick thinking I was done fucking her ...
I pushed her thigh forward a little and stuck my strap inside of her once more.
"Mmmm MarLee' ,..."
"Yes?"
"Mmm...."
She held on to the pillow and I held on to her waist.
I stroked her until she begged me to stop.
I reached for her breasts and played with her nipples..
She rubbed my hand and brought it up towards her lips and kissed it softly.
"Mmmm baby, I'm about to cum!!"
I held on to her tight and pushed deeper and she came all over the sheets...
I took the strap out and kissed her back all the way up to shoulders ..
I laid my head on the pillow and held her until she fell asleep.
I guess we both were tired as fuck cause we went to bed early that day but the next morning I had a plan...
It was 11:50a.m. and Lorde' woke up to letter on the nightstand ..
"Be back baby, getting breakfast!"
She smiled at the letter and seen a huge bear sitting near the window with a bouquet of red and white roses.
"You're up! Finally!" I said while walking into the bedroom with breakfast.
"Yeah how long was I sleep?" She asked ..
"Haha... You we're hibernating of you ask me ."
She sat up in the bed and said
"stop over exaggerating.."what I'm not , I'm just saying you was snoring like a bear , now give me some sugar."
I reached for her chin and kissed her soft lips.
"I bought us some Egg and I, which is your favorite! And oh look what I got.."
I pulled my left sleeve up and showed her the tattoo of a the Orange cancer ribbon that stood for leukemia.
It had her name on the bottom with butterflies around it..
"Oh my goodness MarLee' did you really!!?"
"Yes it's not fake !"
She covered her mouth and cried with happiness..
"Baby I told you Imma support you ! " I yelled..
She jumped up and hugged me ..
"You just made my day mar, thanks for being there for me."
I kissed her forehead and said
"Baby Imma always be here for you, besides that old man in the waiting room was right."
"What old man?" She asked
"You didn't see a old man sitting across from us?"
"No .."
"What the fuck ??!"
"What?"
"I thought I ... There was a ...a man in a wheelchair yo."
She laughed as she bit into her hash brown
"Babe there was no old man in there.."
I sat there puzzled... And thought to myself
"Bruh was that a angel ? Am I seeing shit..!!!!!"
"Baby eat your food so we could go jog at the park." Lorde' said...
"Oh yeah , yeah.."
"Besides you did smoke before my appointment, your ass was probably high."
"Babe I know what I saw!"
She shooked her head and said "maybe you saw an angel."
"But the nurse wheeled him out the waiting room."
"She could've been one too, but I know for a fact I didn't see a old man when we walked in there.."
I took a bite of my bacon and pondered over the old man..
Maybe she was right... Maybe it was a angel. Either way I took his advice, and kept it just for her.
If only this was true
