Damaged Doors

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I stand sturdy next to the velvet walls

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I stand sturdy next to the velvet walls

My teakwood clashed with soft grey in a brawl

Slammed against the hall to enter bejeweled rooms

Silver rains shall never touch my gloom


Is it my fault, I wonder, for the cracks I bear?

Am I to blame for the screams I am forced to hear?


A rusted handle of gold stuck to my rough edges

A ground for bloody bruises and broken pledges

I do not want to store all these vile secrets

My former self had to simply hear the crickets


Is it my fault, I wonder, for stumbling upon their quiet words?

Am I to blame for the actions of deception they stirred?


A knock of different shades every midnight

Cracked ice shards thawed at sight

Muffled voices under flaming chandeliers

Hoping it breaks their bones, silencing their cheers


And every one of these instances is my fault

I am to blame to hide their whispers in this vault


I wonder if the daylight peaks in through the broken windows

If only just for a moment,

Because I know it will get worse once we hear the croaking crows


Break me down and find another bark to fulfill my task,

Even though I am aware that my fight won't be the last


Chop me into a thousand pieces, 

So you can sacrifice me to another creature

A dark destiny I tend to like better


I will not be like them;

I cannot be like them;


Yet I still stand sturdy,

Actions I refuse to condemn.


-Grisha. S

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