Sebastian Stan one shots

Song AU: More- 5sos S.S

Warnings: Angst I guess, fluff, language, and probably fighting. 

(Disclaimer: I do not own the song just in case even tho it is pretty obvious I am not a 5sos member or anything like that)  

"If me and you all living in the same place.  Why do we feel alone? Feel alone?" 

It was a Tuesday morning when I was fixing myself some breakfast, usually, I would make breakfast for Sebastian too but he had to go somewhere earlier in the morning.  Sebastian and I  have been living together for three years now, we've been in a relationship for five years so far.  His job has never been an issue before but lately, he seems more distant than before, colder than Captain America in 2011.  I feel lonelier than if we were living apart from each other. He was done filming an upcoming film, all he had left was some promotion in about two months, which I was gonna go with him considering I am his stylist as well. 

"A house that's full of everything we wanted.  But it's an empty home, empty home" 

I finished up eating and  I start making my way to the laundry room to start doing the chores around the house. Once I get to our shared room my head keeps on spinning around the thought that we have every we could everything we could ever need, we are surrounded by everything we have wanted yet it doesn't feel complete. It all feels like a giant puzzle with a missing piece that no matter how much we search for it ourselves, we will never find the piece, we don't have a fucking clue on what that missing piece is, blinded by our own ego and desires. 

"Why can't we choose our emotions?. 'Cause we could feel something's broken"  

As I finish up cleaning the bathroom of our shared bedroom I hear the front door open and a set of keys dropping on the counter top. Which means Sebastian is back from wherever he the hell was all morning. 

" Y/N! I am back, where are you?" he screams from downstairs. 

"I am in our room!" I yell back, as I listen to his footsteps coming up the stairs and eventually entering our room. 

"Hey, are you ok? I am sorry for leaving without notice" he says dropping his backpack near the bed and walking up to me while I kept on  cleaning the mirror. 

"It's ok, don't worry. What did you go out for anyways?" I ask as I look at him through the mirror not turning around. Needless to say, I was upset for some  fucking reason, I didn't want to be upset in the first place but oh god how am I supposed to feel right now? He has been so distant and all of a sudden he is all loving and sweet.  

"I was with Don at the Gym, he called me up saying he was finally in town and wanted to train with me so yeah. How about you? What did you do while I was gone my love?" He said wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his chin on my shoulder. 

" That's awesome, I just cleaned around the house nothing much to tell babes" I said walking away to the room, taking the clothes from his backpack out to wash, and putting the backpack away in the closet. He kept looking at every move and followed me to the laundry room. 

"Love, is everything ok? You seem I don't know. Different" He said leaning against the door frame. 

"I am ok. I should ask you the same then?" I said turning around and finally looking him in the eye.  Here we go, let the show begin.

"And all the things that we dream about. They don't mean what they did before
I just wanna get back to us. 'Cause we used to have more."   

"I am fine, what is this about? Don't say it is because of this morning cause I already told you what happened" he replied sharply

"It isn't about this morning, it's about this week in fact about this past three months that you've been distant and suddenly you're all cuddles and kisses. What the hell is going on Sebastian? We used to dream about this moment for as long as I can remember, of being together and having a home of our own. Can't we just have those moments back, when we had more than this bullshit of being cold with each other and then pretend it didn't happen in the first place?" I let everything out all at once. He just looks at me and tries to say something but nothing comes out

"Alright, you have nothing to say. That's okay, talk to me when you are ready." I said walking out and locking myself in our room to calm down. 

"We're speaking different tongues communicating. Right through the bedroom wall, bedroom wall" 

"Y/n, I am sorry you feel that way, I am sorry for doing this to you, I am sorry that I didn't notice it. Please, if you're ready to talk to me open the door" I heard Sebastian speaking from outside the door. I had calmed down a little bit from crying and had found my ground. I walked to the door to open up for him. I was met with a red-eyed Sebastian which was a bit heartbreaking since he barely cried in situations like this unless he was acting he wasn't the type of person to cry a lot. 

"And as we fall, time is frozen. I know we break, but we're not broken" 

"Get in here" I open up my arms to embrace him and he sinks into my arms, still crying. I slowly guide him to sit on the bed and let him rest his head on my lap and I brush my fingers through his hair slowly to calm him down. 

"Seb, my love it is ok. We all have our moments that we just break but that doesn't mean we are less worthy. We are not broken, ok? I was holding back all that frustration and now I feel much better. It is ok now. I am sorry for dropping everything on you like that." I said 

"It is ok, next time let me know as soon as you feel that way. I am sorry" he said sitting up

"Everything is ok, now. Are you hungry?" I said holding his hand and he laughs at my question

"Actually, yes, I am. Let's go out, let's go on a dinner date" He proposed

"Sounds good to me, c'mon let's start getting ready," I said getting up and giving him a kiss. 

The End  

A/N

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