Unconditional Love

Chapter 21- Liliana's POV

I left.

I finally left that dreaded house after 26 years.

26 years I was kept up in that house.

And 26 years too late.

I was forced into a marriage because my father was friends with a gang that was dying.

Dominico's father was the song of the leader. So of course I had to marry him. But the funny thing is, is that I was in love with someone at the time. And I found out he was James, Dominico's fathers Brother. His name was Derek. He was the opposite of James, He was nice, kind, handsome. But of corse I had to marry the heir and so I married James.

Me and Derek still got together once in a while though. I used to sneak out and meet him on a bridge above a fiver. One night I was incredibly sick so I went to the hospital and found out I was pregnant. I couldn't believe it, i was diagnosed with infidelity at a young age and never had any hope for kids. It was Derek's baby but I had to accept it as James's.

Of corse I never told anyone about him. About two years later me and Derek we're together again for a night and we got caught by James.

I never thought James could be so ruthless to the point where he would kill his own brother.

And Derek died.

Two week after his death I was pregnant again. And it was Derek's. I couldn't believe this, I had two babies with the man I loved, but I would have to raise them with their nasty ass uncle which was my husband.

I have never told anyone about them not being James'.

But I think I'm finally going to have too.

Shit. I need to tell them. Their going to hate me after I tell them but it has to happen.

Why do all these thoughts come to me at the worst times. I'm literally sitting at the dinner table with Elvira, Marco and Rose.

Well no one is talking so I'm going to just convince myself that everyone is in their own thoughts.

After dinner I went up to my new room and started unpacking.

I think I'm going to stay here forever.

I should ask Elvira if I could I won't be able to live in that house anymore. Too much shit has happened to me there. It not even mine. James bought it after we got married and he had the money for it. It was mainly for the mafia but he claimed it was for raising the kids.

Why did I even agree to the marriage I could have been with Derek. The only person I really loved the only person that truly loved me.

Oh wait I was forced into it. I was blackmailed. My father knew that I was with Derek while I was going to be married to James. And he blackmailed me into marrying James because I couldn't be with Derek.

I snap my self out of the dreaded thoughts and finish unpacking.

I need to call Dominico. Shit I'm too tired I'll do it tomorrow.

I grabbed some pajamas and put them on hopping into the bed.

Fuck this is comfortable.

*flashback to after Derek's death*(TW: rape, suicidal thoughts)

Where am I?

I look around and see a red room.

I try and get up to look around but something is stopping me. I look down to find myself naked and two arms wrapped around my body.

"WHAT THE HELL." I screamed.