09 | in which

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IN WHICH,
fear is prevalent in draco malfoy.

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|| Draco Malfoy ||

Amelia Ivy —
a girl.

A beautiful girl,
but also a 
scary girl.

The amount of
feelings she gives me,
oh, I shudder.

I'm lost,
when I'm with her,
                                      lost in time;
                                      lost in space;
                                      drowning in her;
                                      feeling everything in the world —
                                      a feeling I'd forgotten in itself;
                                      and feeling stronger.
and I've hardly spoken to her.

Is this how everything
my father ever warned me of
happens?

Because, good god,
he described emotions much
worse.

With Amelia,
I feel anything but weak,
instead, 
I feel stronger than
we both know I am.

Because she's strong,
like hell,
she is.

She's been dealing with Parkinson,
for years now,
and I've just been sitting
in a corner,
looking —
a casual passerby.

And I never quite learnt
how to love;
how to give oneself away
completely and dissolve
with another —
but please,
Amelia,
if we're ever close
please don't leave.

And I may hurt you,
no doubt,
I will,
but I couldn't survive
without you
and the way you 
make me feel alive.

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