Chapter 7:"Black and blue"

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I have read everything about the situation,
I mean the accident, I wasn't able to get through to you in that moment of great fame
that's why I don't usually mention his name

Everyone said that your emotionless
but I just couldn't help myself
I fell for your voice and sadness
depression and that noise...
Is it my guitar? Is it your music? Or am I wrong?
How long have you been waiting to learn about what you like to call beautiful magic which can heal but also break
beautiful magic

Yours eyes, it's your eyes, those eyes of yours are gonna hit me like the sleepless nights when I used to stay awake
laying on my bed, with my eyes open
looking at the window
those sleepless nights
I was looking at the window
waiting for you through the shadow
wanting for you to come out of the window
below my head, under my bed
you and nobody else
I don't need anybody but you
that's what I've always said
so where are you?

But is it true? That you have moved on with your life? Am I the one you left behind? Or is it just your way to stay alive and say that you're fine?

I've painted my face black and blue
like the winter nights
I looked at the sky, but I only saw you
What should I do? Sometimes I feel
like I'm in love with you

Is it true? That you love me more than any other man? But what about him?
I guess you've finally remembered that I'm your biggest fan, so I guess I win.

We are so different yet kinda the same
you're magnificent, I am just a fool
you are the player of this game, I am your tool

you're loved, I'm lost
you love music the most while I love you more than anything I've ever loved before

you're in pain and I can't share your misery even though I know I should
I stay quiet, you sing loud
playing pretend won't work, I mean, you've already tried it so don't act so proud

you're hurt, I'm fine
I love you a lot, you will be mine
I've been trying so hard to make you shine
but you live your life in the colors of black and white, pretending to be fine while I already painted my whole face black and blue
to not be like you even though I still love you.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 07, 2021 ⏰

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