kalon l.s

epilogue - 2

HARRY' POV

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my eyes filled with tears as i watched him glide down the aisle. his eyes sharp and blue, his smile like no other. my life, goals, and dreams all tied into one. no other could compare, no other could compete. my louis, my sweet sweet louis.

i'm getting married today.

i fumble with the rings on my fingers, one of them missing for the time being but will shortly be relocated again. i have never been happier.

a few years ago i would have never dreamed of it. that's all in the last though, enough of that because i'm here now and i'm here with louis.

he finally walks up to me smiling and his eyes wet with tears he'll deny later.

he's beautiful.

a deep shade of blue is woven into the suit he is wearing, pairing with his electric blue eyes. he looks down at himself and shrugs with a smirk. he knows he looks good.

i love him with everything i have and a little more.

skip all the boring parts, and to the vows. of course, i go first. i bet louis told the man to do that.

"nothing has been like loving you. i know that sounds stupid and cliché but it's true. i never understood that either until i met you. how could i love someone more than myself?" i chuckle and so does everyone else.

"but when i first wake up in the morning i think of you, when i'm making my tea i think of how you like it. how i brush my teeth in the morning i think of how you always brush the mouthwash into your mouth and don't just gargle it like everyone else. thinking of you like i do is a privilege. knowing you is a gift i never intend on returning." i smile as louis sniffles from in front of me, discreetly wiping his tears away.

"i don't think seeing you muzzle your head into your pillow or how you just have to have some sound on when you write your music will ever cease to amaze me. seeing you grow into everything you are now, seeing you fall in love with me makes me love you more everyday. i think that is the best thing to ever happen to me. i know is actually " i laugh wetly, looking out onto everyone around us. seeing as louis's sisters are smiling. how my sister is crying her eyes out like no other next to her boyfriend.

"so when i say i will be there to give you my arm when you ask for a helping hand i mean i'll give you everything you need and more and i'll do it with a smile on my face because if i can do anything for you it's like kissing an angel a hundred time over, because i love you like no other." i end my sentiment with another smile, my dimples popping out and flashing at louis.

"oh fuck you for that." louis chuckles, wiping at his tear stained cheeks. "i'm not going to top that, fuck you so hard right now." the crowd bursts with laughter at his words.

"i'm imaging that's exactly what you'll be doing after this, so just wait a little longer will you? there are children present." zayn says from behind me, i can hear amusement in his tone. i cant afford to look back at him, why would i? louis is right here.

"okay shut up you lot, my turn." louis gifts the crowd and i a bright smile and then continues to talk. "i hated you with good reason for a long time. i liked hating you. i loved it, it was entertaining and fun if i do say so myself. having someone to take out all the shit from day on? c'mon everyone wants someone to do that to. but when i tell you kissing and hugging and talking to you is better then that ever was is nothing but the truth." he begins.

"getting to know who you were and what made you say the things you said was astonishing. it was like reading a story you already knew and loved but couldn't remember. a dream come true." he looks me in the eyes and grins because he can't keep it in.

"i cant imagine anything better then you. if it did exist i wouldn't want it. i wouldn't give anything up for you, your everything anyone wants but you're mine. you're mine, and i'm yours and nothing can top that feelings. that feeling when you know something so forever. knowing that i will feel like this for the rest of my life makes me weak in the knees. i know writing my songs about you will make me famous one day so thank you. because anything inspired or touched by you is perfect and poetic itself. so thank you for letting me in and showing me who you were because that opened the door to who i am. i'm forever grateful."

so i kiss him, because we never really cared about rules in the first place.

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darcy tomlinson.

darcy tomlinson has ruined my life. only in the best way of course, five minutes ago to be exact.

so there she lays, sitting in louis's arms swaddled in the hospitals blankets and sound asleep. there she lays being loved more then she could ever imagine.

i'm so in love.

"she is beautiful." louis whispers when he looks up, eyes shinning a bright blue, the bluest i have ever seen them.

i place a kiss so delicate on his lips, the warmth spreading from his to mine and blooming everywhere, into my lungs and heart and fingertips. love swarming my eyes and skin because this is how it is suppose to be.

this is what the poets talked about, this is what the rom coms gushed over. this is what happiness feels like and i never want to let that go.

i have a daughter.

she is my own to keep and hold. my own to grow up with and a nurture. she is my life now. i would never want it to be different.

i always thought that people were exaggerating when they said love at first sight is real. totally stupid and overused right?

wrong.

darcy isn't my own blood, nor will she ever be but she is my daughter and she is loved. i loved her as soon as i laid my eyes on her. i loved her when my skin touched hers, i loved her when i felt her heartbeat.

"i love her more then you, you know?" louis whispers, smiling that little smile he does when he teases.

i flash one back, "i wouldn't want it either way." i kiss him again and the flowers bloom everywhere all over.

i'm in love.

"this is everything i've waited my whole life for. you love, darcy, my job, just everything." louis says after we both go back to watching her sleep.

i nod along side him, laying my head on his shoulder, "i couldn't agree more."

this is my life as i know it. i have a child, i have a husband, this. this right here is everything my heart yearned for but my mind wouldn't grasp. i'm glad they finally caught up to each other.

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