I Just Wanna Play In The Sun (Bondi Rescue)

Chapter Thirteen

Lilo’s POV

Mouse took a left and we were now in a car park of a large building. This must be it. Today I could lose a lot of my freedom I had before. Mouse squeezed my hand reassuringly before jumping out the car.

“You ‘right?” Matt Dee asked, looking at the side of my face. As I gazed up the tall building, butterflies started in my stomach. On the way here, I had promised myself that this wouldn’t happen. Guess it’s just something I can’t control. Facing Matt Dee, I smiled and nodded.

“Yep.” I popped the ‘p’. “Just don’t really want to go in there.” Matt rubbed my arm and then got out, me following close behind. The air was fresh and warm, comforting me slightly. Perhaps Bondi isn’t a lucky place for me but I don’t know.

Walking in to the entrance hall, I was greeted by white, white and wood. The typical kind of specialist hospital. White leather sofas, seats and even footstalls lined the walls, leading up to the shining wooden front desk.

Mouse led us to the receptionist, who was typing away on her Apple computer. Me, I don’t have one…

“Lilo Jenkinson.” Mouse spoke up after the receptionist looked up. She nodded and handed a full wad of paper to sign. I shall leave that up to Mouse to fill in. Hospitals always take forever event the best ones. So, to get rid of my boredom, I plugged in my ear phones, placing them in my ears and drowning out an unwanted noise.

The next ten minutes felt like ten hours. Scrolling through my phone and listening to music didn’t really help the boredom let alone nerves! Mouse had almost finished the paper work and Matt was just staring at the wall, thinking most likely about his family. Yes, I did feel sorry for him. I mean, he lost both siblings to mental diseases and probably didn’t want his best friend to lose his too. All of a sudden, I just realised I may not be able to control myself and end up like Matt Dee’s sister. What if that happened? What if nothing could help me? All the ‘what if’ questions raced through my mind. I don’t want to be here. Pulling my knees up, I buried my head in them and slowly but surely started to let the tears fall. Matt Dee soon noticed and tried to reassure me, by placing his arm around me. I didn’t want it there.

“Get off me!” I whispered, I don’t think loud enough for anyone to hear me at all. Repeating it but a lot louder, Matt Dee did as he was told. This left me the opportunity to run.  To where, I don’t know, but somewhere not hear. Somewhere I can be alone and peaceful. And no I don’t mean that place. Placing my legs on the floor, I looked around the room, probably looking like a mad woman. Making a dash for the door, seemed to succeed at first until Mouse’s arm were around my waist. The door was just in front of me.

“Leave me alone!” I screamed, probably attracting the attention from everyone in the hospital. “GET OFF! I need to go! I can sort this myself!” I blurted, tears falling rapidly now from my eyes. My mind was jittery and my body was shaking. All my decisions I had just made faded away until I had collapsed in a small heap on the ground. The sound of my sobs filled the reception. Little did I know, a doctor was watching me to me right.

“Lilo Jenkinson?” He asked Mouse or Matt Dee. Mouse cleared his throat and from what I could see through my tears, he nodded, looking ashamed of me. Never in my life had I seen my brother ashamed of me… Never!

“You’re ashamed of me aren’t you?” I whimpered, looking up at Mouse. He shook his head, kneeling down next to me and stroking my hair. “You are, I can see it in your eyes! I knew that was why you took me here! You always wanted me to be the one to fail in my life. It’s so obvious that you are ashamed. Look even Matt is!” I shouted, like a drunken idiot. Matt’s head spun to me, slightly shocked. I couldn’t control what I just said, it just happened. Two hands grabbed my arms. Mouse pulled me to his feet and placed me in his arm, then carried me to the doctor’s office.

Test after test was now complete. Apparently there wasn’t an official test but from my episode outside, I think the doctor had already made up his mind. Mouse was the only one in the room with me. Matt was ordered to stay outside. The look the doctor gave me, didn’t seem to be good. Before he spoke, I knew that I had it.

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