I Just Wanna Play In The Sun (Bondi Rescue)

Chapter Twenty-Three

Lilo’s POV

Life is pretty good. I somehow managed to get my life back on track. That was all down to the support I got from everyone around me. Tom and I are really great. I love him and he loves  me. All of the drama that had happened was about seven months ago. Yes, I was kept in the hospital for five of those, but I really benefited from it. They helped me, got rid of the voices, stopped the thoughts in my head.

Everything felt normal for once. And now I am going to stay on the pills, never throw them away because the emotions I was feeling then were disturbing to me and everyone else. I really don’t want to feel like that again. Right now I feel safe, I feel worthy of anything. I don’t feel I need to throw my life away anymore. There are people around me who care so much for me that I took for granted.

 I thought my dad loved me though. Apparently he doesn’t want to know me, said he didn’t want to be associated with a suicidal person. Mouse took it harder because he did nothing wrong and dad just turned his back on him. And it was my fault. I just don’t understand why he did though. One day he loves us and wants us to be with him and never leave, the next he hates us and doesn’t want anything to do with us. Maybe he had undiagnosed Schizophrenia?

 I don’t know, but I have gotten over it now. It may take longer for Mouse though. Sometimes I felt that my dad held me back, now that he is gone, I can do anything. I’m not saying that I don’t miss him at all, I really do, I just look on the positive side, trying to make my life better. That is one thing I have learned from all this. Always look on the bright side of life.

My life has turned around a whole lot in seven months. As I said Tom and I are amazing. Sometime next year we are gonna get married. It may seem really fast, but sometimes you just know it is right. One day you’ll all feel that feeling too. It’s a nice one. Also, this is a really big shock as well, I am expecting twins. Yeah, TWINS. I don’t know how it happened, well I do but sometimes things don’t go to plan. I don’t mind, I’m gonna love both of them a lot. I’m in my second trimester, and already feeling as if I could burst.  Everywhere hurts, but I put up with it. The worst has past, well the morning sickness has, now I have to wait for the actual y’know, birthing…  We haven’t got any names yet, but we are working on it.

“Hey there.” Tom whispered, rubbing my stomach. I smile at how excited he is. I know that he is gonna be a great father. Matt, we have decided is going to be the Godfather and Mouse is obviously the uncle. Hoppo was nice enough to let me start again, well after I have the twins and all my other events.  I am really glad he has given me a second chance because that job is my life basically, even if I haven’t really been there. But I just need it in my life now; it’s just one of those things. I always filled so uplifted and so warm and fuzzy when Tom is with me.

“We still don’t have names for them!” I mused, resting my head on Tom’s shoulder. He kissed my temple, putting his arms around me. I hope I haven’t been a really moody bitch, but I haven’t really asked. We found the genders of the twins out a few weeks ago; we are having a girl and a boy. Mouse keeps telling us that they’ll be perfect because their parents are amazing; we all find it extremely cheesy. When I told Dad, he shouted at me down the phone telling me I was a slut and messing my whole life up. I admit it, I hated him then. Part of me still sorta does. I miss him though a lot.

“Stitch, we still have a few more months to find some ok? Don’t worry about it!” I love how Tom still uses my life guard nickname. A few people still do. I really do hope Hoppo doesn’t hate me. And just doing this because Matt, Mouse and Tom told him too, or the charity card. I don’t want charity.

 Tom brought his lips to mine and I couldn’t help but smile. I felt like the luckiest girl in the world right now.

~yep i am really sorry guys. And i shall be honest, i didnt want to write this. Not because its gonna end in the next chapter, but because i couldnt be bothered. So im sorry bout that.

Also as i have said this is the second to last chapter, i was gonna finish it in this chapter but it would have been totally different. Then i was like how bout i include my fans more. So competition time!: Give me a Girls Name and a Boys name, for the twins obviously.  You'll get a dedication, a one shot, and a fan if ya like. And if there is any other stories i have written that you like, you can be a character in one, up to you. So threee twooo oneeee go! 

I'll wait for the right names, there may be two winners? See y'all later!!!!!!

Natty Out ;; ~