Hange Zoë (one-shots)

Identity (part 2)

Chapter song: Babooshka

(fem x fem)

Y/N'S POV:

 "Uhh, my head hurts."

"Morning Honey" I heard someone said. My head is still pounding from last night. Wait. Last night! what happened last night?? 

             I scanned my surroundings. I am in a bed. Our bed, the master's bedroom, Hange and I's bed. I am no longer wearing my clothes form last night too. I am now wearing my normal clothes when I am at home; my wig is no longer in my head too. My make up is completely washed out. There in the corner of the room, there is a chair. And in that chair, there is someone. My girlfriend. 

        So, last night, in the club, she already knew who I was. She blew my cover. Right now, she's just there sitting in the corner staring at me. I can't decipher her expressions, is she mad? is she disappointed? or what? I don't know. 

"Honey? What were you thinking going to a club like that? It's dangerous for a beautiful lady like you, you know?"

"I- ..I"

"Come on Honey, tell me what you were planning to do in that club, y/n?"

"Ho-How about you?! What were you doing in a club like that??"

"I asked you first honey. It's rude to answer questions with another question."

"Answer Me Hange!!"

"Ok fine, I already know it anyway, no need to tell me. Though, I was curious. Why did you asked the owner to give you a job? Especially in a club. Are you in need of money? Is you salary in the regiment not enough? You should've just asked me that you need it." she said smirking.

"What are you doing there with other women??Are you cheating on me? Do you not love me anymore??"

"Oh, so this is what it is about, huh."

"Yes Hange! I feel like you don't care about me anymore and now I've been hearing that you go to this club  every other day with different women. Did you even think about how I would feel?? Oh, right, you don't care!" I finally exploded in anger.

"Hmm. So that's why you go undercover and applied in that club to confront me with what I'm doing? Honey, do you really not trust me?"

"Trust You??! How could I after all of this??"

"Because there is nothing to be mad for."

"how dare you say that?? Do you think that I don't feel any emotions at all?? If I cheated on you, how would you feel??"

"Extremely mad and disappointed." she replied.

"Then why? Hange, Why?? Why would you do this to me?? Why would you hurt me??" I stood up and clutched the yellow collar of her regiment uniform.

"Honey, you know that I would never hurt you." she said trying to calm me.

"Then what is this? You could've just told me that you no longer love me? Why make ma a fool?" I said, tears brimming in my eyes.

"It's nothing love." she said trying to kiss me. I pushed her away.

"Nothing?!"

"Okay. I am in an undercover job. I couldn't tell you because it is of a dangerously top secret."

"What?" I stammered.

"I would never, ever, cheat on you. I thought you know that. If you still think I'm lying, then go and ask Commander about it. I no longer care about the punishment," she said disappointment in her voice.

"I- I didn't know." 

"Of course you didn't. Look Honey, I'm sorry that I have been neglecting you. It's just the job that makes me really busy. And this undercover job, it is really hard and I don't even know if I can execute it perfectly. I needed to focus on the job. I had to distance myself from you because I know that you will get my attention and you might be endangered too. You don't know how guilty I was on our anniversary. I am so sorry." she said.

"Hange, I-"

"shush, Don't tell me what's on your mind. I will be gone for three months or more, I will finish my job. We won't be able to see each other form that span of time. I hope you clear your mind and think about all of this. I also need you to think if you still trust me. Maybe after those months that I'm gone, we'll meet again. Until then, Y/n. I love you." 

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         That's the last thing that she said before leaving our house. it's been a month now since our last talk. I miss her. If I knew what was happening I wouldn't have accused her of cheating. I didn't know that she was pressured. I feel so guilty. I am waiting for her to come back here. I wish she does because I have to tell her how sorry I am.

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A/N

        This is the part 2 of Identity. It is not guaranteed if I will still be able to right a part 3, I hope I do.

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-mai