Hange Zoë (one-shots)

Deja vu

Modern setting

Y/N'S POV:

                Ever since I was a kid, I know there is something deep about my existence. I don't know the specifics about this "deep", but I do know it is something unusual. I tried to tell my parents when I was four to six years old, but they always dismiss my words as if I was just talking nonsense and probably just hit my head in the playground. Of course, being a kid that has a brain, I understood immediately that there is nothing I could do to make them listen to me. So, from that day, I stopped telling them what I feel about things, especially that topic.

         I still haven't told you what is wrong, have I? Well, here's the thing. I've been having these dreams about weird things. I'm not even sure if this should be classified as a dream, because let me tell you, it was utterly terrifying. When I was in kindergarten, I never dreamt of it, I just know that something is weird. The dreams only started when I was in grade 3. I remember being scolded by mom because I wet the bed in fear when I woke up. I didn't even cared about my mom's anger, I was too scared to even talk about that dream. 

     So, the dream. The dream is a really weird and out of this world. No one would believe it. I think I was still on earth, or so, I believe until now. There are humans who normally talk and we seemed to be training like a soldier. Well, I think we are, because we have this uniform and designated weapon. The weapon was weird because it is really long. I don't think the weapon is designed to kill a human. They kept talking about these titans, though. So I think that, maybe, we are fighting titans?? 

      Everything was cool. I was friends with everyone and the training is going smoothly for me. Most of the dreams are all about training, though. So when the time came and I have this odd dream where the "leader" announced that we are going to battle, I was excited. I mean, all I've been dreaming about is training, time to see what we're fighting. When we got out, Everything was clear, just trees and plain sight. Then, we got to the woods. That's when I first wet the bed, this is the time I saw our supposed enemies. They really are titans. I thought that Titans were just a nickname or a name of a bad group. These Titans we're as tall as the biggest tree I've ever seen in my life. Then, They started charging on to us. They started picking my friends one by one, leaving their horses running scared. The Titans ate them. I saw how they were eaten, starting with their head, then the monster will chomp halfway cutting the body in half by the abdomen, only leaving the lower abdomen down to feet. After that, I woke up. That is the only memory of my dream when I was in kindergarten. It's been years and I can't still forget about it. 

        The dreams continued everyday to the point that I got used to it. I learned more about that dream's world where there are titans. I know more characters now too. The commander, is Erwin. The captain is Levi and The Section Commander is Hange. That is their ranking from the start. Now, Hange became the Commander. Commander Erwin died in battle. That is a far memory now. They have more pressing issues that needs to be solved immediately, like the war.

       And I... Also have a pressing issue that needs to be solved in the real life. 

      Let me explain further. Someone transferred in our school a month ago. Don't worry, I am definitely not being bullied by anyone. My courage and strength are nothing compared to the students. It's like, all of the training that I experienced from my dreams are real. This person, or rather, a lady that transferred is really something. Because I can recognize her.

      Her hair tied up in a messy ponytail. Her eyeglasses that she always puts on her forehead when she's anxious. Her customized glasses that seems weird to everyone because it is strapped to her head- her reason for this is: 'because it always falls and breaks every time'-. Her strength that surpassed mine by a hundred time. Her aura that screams: "I am the leader". Her messy handwriting. Her love for science and math. Everything fits exactly as I recall her... in my dreams.

     She's the perfect duplicate of Commander Hange in my dreams.

      Now, I have three theories. One, is that I somehow managed to dream about the people I am going to meet in the future and create the weird story with the titans. Two, is that, the titans really happened with the humanity a million of millennia ago- that's why no one remembers it and no history books- and we were just reincarnated. And the third theory, is that, there is another reality where their present are the titans and the war, and, we just happen to switch our consciousness there every time we sleep. 

       I can't prove the first theory. But, I can try and prove theory 2 and 3. The only thing I need to do is to know whether Hange Zoe, the transferee gets the same dreams as me. Once I confirm that, the  two of us can talk about it.

How do I talk to her, though? Well, I have this plan. I will call out to her ranking and see how she will react. It's a good thing that we get along, or else, I probably wouldn't be able to execute this plan of mine. I'll wait for the perfect moment to do this.

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    We are now in chemistry class. Her favorite. We are just mixing some chemicals to observe the reaction. We are partnered by twos; and luckily, I managed to grab her hand and list ourselves as partners. Of course, she was surprised by my sudden boldness; but my other classmates just saw it as me trying to get a great partner for science.

       Nothing is happening much... and we are now just observing the chemicals bubble and evaporate, sometimes explode. This is a  great chance to do my plan!!

"How do we make our defense stronger against Marley, Commander?" I asked in a low tone that only her can hear. But I made sure to look at her in the eye to see her reaction clearly. This question is the same question I asked Commander in my dreams. If she has the same dreams, she'll remember for sure.

"Didn't you already asked thi-" she answered without thinking. She already said something before she could realize what happened. Her eyes suddenly glistened with confusion. 

   My point is proven, she does have the same dreams. I don't really know what else to say so we just finished our activity silently. I hate silence. We started wrapping up so we can go home when she pulled me aside.

"We will talk about this later." she said in a stern voice. 

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A/N

I apologize for any grammatical mistakes or spelling, I don't have the time to re-view everything.

Have a nice reading experience

-mai