Hange Zoë (one-shots)

Cuddle (part 4)

If you still haven't read the first, second and third part before this, please read those before proceeding to read this one.

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HANGE'S POV:

             Nicolo came back here yesterday with more information. He couldn't just have someone bring in his report to us since it might be tampered. It did took him time to explain to some officials in Marley on why he needs to go back here with the devils. He said that they are already planning on how to approach us with a choice to surrender to their country or it will be forced, in shorter terms, a war.

            I'm not surprised anymore. Now, I have to think what to do to protect our people and my regiment. I can't just tell everyone our new found information because who knows if they're spying on us too just like they did before with Reiner, Annie and Bertholdt. But, I can't just not tell my people the truth, if I don't, they'll be shocked when the war comes. I need them to get ready.

        Things aside; the night when Levi helped me with paperwork, two days ago; I had that heavenly dream. Too bad I had to wake up. I had her there in my arms. Ever since that night, I've been getting the feeling like I was being watched. I mean ever since I lost her, I've been feeling this already, it's just that, it felt stronger now. Is it connected to her and that dream? 

      I've been trying to dream again, but to my dismay, I am getting into nothing. I can't dream about it again. 

     After Y/n died, I've always visit Sasha whenever I have the time. They were best friends before and they spent a lot of time together so I thought that maybe I can share my memories of Y/n with Sasha. Yesterday was a different story, though. I didn't visit her for tea and chat. I visited her to tell her what happened in my dream. She listened to it and she told me something that could help me go back to my dream. 

    She said that, it would be quite impossible to force yourself to dream the same thing. So, she told me about this "shifting" in my sleep. She taught me how to do it, or rather, the best ways to do it. She said that It might take  a while. She, herself, took a year to finally shift. I hope I don't wait that long. Tonight, in my sleep, I'll do my best to do it

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      "Hange, wake up!" said a yelling feminine voice. As far as I know, my scouts doesn't have a death wish to enter my sleeping quarters to yell at me. I opened my eyes as I try see who the hell wants to die this early. I was baffled when I saw who it was and where I am. It was Y/n and I am in my old office . "Y/n?" I asked. The realization hit me that instant that what I did succeeded, I shifted. Now, I have to act like normal in this desired reality. "I think you forgot that we are continuing our experiment on Sawney and Bean. Commander Erwin to watch for progress report today so you need to hurry up!" she said. I stood up laughing at her while she tries to prepare most of the files that we need.

         "Ok, ok; I'm wide awake now. Let's go nail the experiment?" ... "We're late for five minutes, We shall." 

        We got there and it's a good thing that Erwin is still not here or else I'll die of embarrassment. We started the experiment about the titan blood which is really hard for us to do since it always evaporate after a few seconds. I know how this is going to turn out but I need top follow how this goes just like before, or else there might be some thing bad that  would happen.