The fire inside my heart

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It burns high, it burns low
But it sure has its own glow

It lives in silence, it lives in solitude
But when it's time it blazes itself across several magnitudes

Its neither hot, its neither cold
Its a flame full of aims and goals

Sometimes its red, sometimes its white
It's burden is heavy sometimes its light 

Sometimes it pumps my blood, sometimes it makes me calm
It burns away all my qualms

It pushes me ahead, it forces me to climb
To reach the ultimate height

In times of bliss, in times of misery
It's always by my side

But then come the winds of pain and clouds of despair
The fire flares in all its glare

It gives a tough fight
In the darkness the only light

The rain continues to fall
Slowly the fire looses it's stall

The wind and the rain continue to rend
Unwilling the fire reaches it's end

Broken and lost there I lie
The storm of anguish mocking me...

I stare at it, it stares back
My fierce fire I lack

Under its domineering glare
I shrink back

It laughs and I cry
There's nothing more to try

Defeated, I turn myself into a ball
Reminiscing in the days of calm and bliss

But then suddenly I get up with a jolt
Remembering the determination I have lost

As I remember the days of old
Hope is still there...

As in this fierce storm
Unbeknownst to anyone a new fire forms

Cause at the end it's not the fire which pushes me forth
But me who blazes it's hearth

-Tan

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