Chapter 6
(Why did I do that?)
Ryder's pov
I can't believe I did that. I let my jealousy get the better of me and now she hates me. I know Hannah and she's not going to get over this fast. I needed to do something to fix this fast or I will lose her for good. Why can't she see I only did this for her? It broke my heart when it seemed like she cared more about that guy than she did me. I have been with her for everything. Hell I gave her, her first kiss. We spent the night together all the time. How could some dumb guy she just met mean more than all of that? Maybe I should tell her I'm in love with her and that I didn't do it to be mean but because I was jealous. Then again I doubt she would even care. She seems to be changing and I don't like the person she's turning in to. I miss my best friend and it hasn't even been an hour apart yet. What was I going to do? I went up to my room lay down on my bed and just lost it damn I love this girl more than anything in the world. I got up and started thinking on how I can fix everything. I came up with an idea that I hated but at least I would get her to forgive me. I called Chance and told him my plan and even though he didn't like it he knew she would be safe as long as I was with her. He just wanted to help make things right between me and Hannah. I wanted to make her see this guy was a creep and didn't care about her. I also wanted to make her jealous maybe if I ignored her for another girl she would know how I felt. I called her but she didn't answer I knew she wouldn't so I just left her a message.
"Hey look I know you're mad and I am sorry I talked to your dad and he agreed to let you go as long as we go as a double date. I know it's not what you wanted but it was the best I could do if you still hate me fine but if you want to go than you will do this."
I hung up the phone and waited for her to take the next step it's all up to her now. I made one more phone call to the one girl I knew would piss off Hannah if I ever dated. The girl she hated because she made her junior high life a living hell. She seemed happy to hear from me and loved the idea of being my date. She wasn't very happy about the fact that we would be doubling with Hannah but she said if that was the only way she would do it. Now I had the perfect plan in motion I hated doing this to Hannah but she needed to know how bad she hurt me, and that she couldn't keep taking me for granted. One day she's going to push me away and I won't be there when she really needs me.
Pic of Ryder's date on the side
