Chapter 14
(I miss her/I hate him)
Luke's pov
I can't believe how bad I fucked things up. My brother is beyond pissed at me, and I am scared just what he might do. The screwed up thing is the only reason I ended it with Hannah is because I actually started to care about her. I knew what I said was mean but it was the only way. She needed to hate me so that maybe I could win her forgiveness and get her the right way. I miss her so much it hurts. She's the only girl that I have ever cared for and now she was gone because I was so stupid and thought I needed to get revenge. Truth is her or her family wasn't bad. I'm beginning to think what my brother said about them was all lies. I need to find out the truth before he hurts someone because I don't want that to deal with. I picked up the phone to call her so many times but I knew she would need some time. So I decided I would wait and talk to her Monday at school. I just hope she would let me explain some things to her because I needed her back in my life.
Hannah's pov
I looked over at me bed thank fully I was all alone Ryder must have left some time before my parents woke up. I was glad he was gone I didn't want things to be awkward for us. Last night was a big mistake that never should have happened. I made love to my best friend all because I was mad at Luke. I felt rejected so when Ryder showed an interest in me I used him to make myself feel better. Now what was I going to do I don't want to lose my best friend. This is all Luke's fault I hate him so much. Why did he have to say those things to me and hurt me like that? As much as I hate to admit it I miss him. I wish he would have been the one in my bed last night not Ryder. Now everything is so screwed up and I don't know what to do. I have no one to even talk to this about. I feel really alone right now.
